Wednesday, September 19, 2007
yoz guys!! i m back to post after so long!! hahas.. hmm.. lets see how long has it been.. the last time i post was 7.7.2007.. now is 19th sep.. 2 mths n 12days!! wow.. ok.. mayb i m jus busy.. now going to be o lvls soon.. sian sia.. btw, i guess i wun be postin until after o lvls.. sry guys.. i will b posting a survey in my next post.. after tat, it will be my last post le.. =(
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8:46 PM.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
heyheyhey!! SOOOOOOO SORRY GUYS!! Hvnt been bloggin for the past 1mth++.. I M SOOOOOO SORRY!! Today is 07.07.2007!! Hahas.. Lots of things happened durin this one mth.. Firstly, I will talk abt EMERGE '07!! Hahas.. It was phenomena!! REVIVAL & FAITH ARISES!! I hv never seen power rising so fast.. Lots of things to share abt it.. But I dun think I can share it here.. Cos if I do, I will be nagged by SOMEONE cos my post is always very long.. Hahas.. If anyone wanna noe more abt it, jus feel free to add me on msn n ask me.. My email is on my profile page.. Anw, Emerick, Agustian, Elizabet n Sutin came for Emerge.. I was so happy.. Every single day of this yr's EMERGE was GREAT!! I love it!! Thn we had science prac lessons on monday, 4th June till 14th June.. Hmm.. Nth much to talk abt it actually.. Jus tat we went to Newton circus almost everyday to eat.. LOLS.. Thn right after the prac end, on the 16&17 June, it was RED RAIN!! So many of my frens came!! I will rmb tat day forever.. Hmm.. I think I shld name thm out.. Angelin, Alan, Elizabet, Sutin, Shing, Shing's gf(Man Hong), Shen Long & Kenneth Hsu.. Cool right? Tats the first time I brought so many frens to church!! It was fun.. Seeing some of thm first exposure to Christianity.. June hols have been so fun after bein in church.. I love it.. =D Thn slowly, problems arises.. Too confidential to talk abt it here.. Haiz.. Anw, I duno when can I blog agn.. =( I m sorry guys.. I will try to blog as soon as possible ok? I thank u all for viewin my blog n tagging on it.. I reli appreciate it very very very very much.. Seriously.. This June hol is my most unforgettable one.. Disappointment & sadness, love & happiness are all in it.. Althou it's my most unforgettable one, I dun reli wish to talk abt it anymore.. The memories of it is far to hurtful.. Ya, there is fun, but in those fun, it brings back sadness.. =( I jus wanna tell u guys, I love everyone.. No one is left out.. =D I think I reli want my memories to be erased n start a new life again.. Mayb I m in the wrong bahs.. I m alrdy crying out to u, God, I reli duno wat to do.. My life is reli in a mess now.. Nw i reli noe decisions are important in life.. To everyone out there.. Trust me.. Make 1 wrong decision, it will affect ur entire life.. Make the right decision now.. Recently, I felt God is asking me "Kenneth, do u choose Me or the world?" I reli duno how to ans Him.. I felt so guilty.. After all the things i had done.. But I reli love Him very much.. He had gave up so much for me n I cant even giv wat I m holdin, up to Him.. I jus feel tat I m reli not worth it.. But I duno y He hv been showin me so much mercy.. I noe how He is feelin.. Let me put a illustration here.. For example, u had someone u love so much tat u are willin to giv up anything, even ur own life, for him/her.. Thn he/she oso loves u.. But, when u ask tat person to jus giv up smth tat u can gt back smth else better in a later period of time, he/she refuses.. Thn u still hv to love him/her cos u cant bear to hurt tat person so u tk all the hurt urself.. It hurts alot doesnt it? God is feelin tat kind of pain in His heart.. He is showin me tat pain now.. I noe how it is like.. Haiz.. God, I dun blame You at all.. But I reli want the pain to stop.. I m sorry.. I will obey You from now on.. =( To everyone out there again.. He is also ask u to mk a choice of Him, or the world.. If u jus lay dwn ur pride n say "God, I want You.. You are my choice.. The world can only satisfy me temporary, but, You can satisfy me for eternity.." He not only, will give u wat u want, He will give u more.. He loves u so much tat He gave His only Son to die for u.. Issit so difficult to love Him back? Anw, I think I m stopping here le.. Think about it bahs..
Love,
Ken
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11:24 PM.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Ellos everyone again!! Hahas.. Sry arhs.. Long time no post.. These few days duno y always fall aslp so early.. =.= Haiz.. Everyday so tired sia.. Hmm.. Let me recap wat happened last week after my last post.. Sat.. Nth much actually.. Went to a young adult house for CG.. Thn after tat Shing said he wanted to come to my hse to stay overnite.. I told him to come church with me the next day, he agreed.. Thn I went to Jurong Point to look for Edmund n Nicholas to play a racing car game with thm.. Later, went to Macs to eat.. Thn Shing told me he not coming to my house anymore.. My mood went totally down.. Sobs.. Duno y he last min back out when I was so excited to see him saved.. Sad lar.. Nvm.. Dun talk abt the sad things le.. Sunday.. Went for service.. I kinda notice smth.. Pastors not doing altar call anymore.. Hmm.. Mayb it's their plan.. But anw, I still love very much!! Pastor How n Pastor Lia, I love u guys!! =D Ok.. I m kinda high.. Thn after tat went to vivo with Han Bin n Yong Sing to buy a sport jacket.. Mong treated me n Han Bin a cup of drink.. U noe wat? To non-christians, it's by luck, Han Bin needed a drink at the moment.. But, to me, by God's plan tat Mong is to buy a drink for Han Bin.. I will pray for Han Bin to get saved, planted n rise up in church.. Thn monday, went to sch.. Actually frm monday to wednesday, I forgot wat happened.. Oni rmb today went to eat at riverview hotel restaurant with Emerick n Eugene.. Thn went home le.. I think I stop here le lar.. Later SOMEONE say I write long essays.. Hahas.. Cya all.. I will post again soon.. Tmr is Emerge!! Waited 1 whole yr for it.. =D
God bless
Ken
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7:19 PM.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Yoz everyone!! =D Sry again.. Din post for the past few days.. Hahas.. Ytd wanted to post de.. But smth happened.. So I changed my mind about posting ytd.. Haiz.. Ytd in the day was fun lar.. First time hving CG in the store of the church.. LOLS!! Super squeezy lar.. But His presence was strong.. We had a nice time worshippin with the song U.R.Y inside.. Tats the song I use to do my QT most of the time.. Wei Jie shared alot.. Impactful too.. See this.. physical < emotional < spiritual < physical
.. which means emotions is bigger than physical, while spiritual is bigger than emotions, but physical is bigger than spiritual.. Wat we do in our physical affects our spiritual realm.. Isnt tat cool? It brings us to one round.. =D It's so fun lar.. Nv had a meaningful n fun CG ever since I left hoGc last yr.. Except the CG we had with CHC ppl.. Other than these few, I nv had a real meaningful CG which brings true revelations to me.. Dun mention tat place.. King of kings shall reigns.. Not the prince!! =D Jus like wat Gab said.. We dun use church money to buy us a jacket tat cost us million dollars.. We dun preach cheap grace to anyone!! Nvm.. I dun want gt agitated bcos of tat.. Anw, I duno y.. This few days, I kip goin crazy abt TVB songs.. -.-" I kip dldin thm siao sia.. Hahas.. K lar.. I stop here.. Post again.. Nitez..
God bless
Ken =p
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11:40 AM.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Yoz everyone!! Sry again this few days hvnt been posting.. Last friday I jus recovered abit.. Thn Sat went to church.. Althou I was the oni guy tat went in for service with Sab n Evelyn, I din regret goin.. I love the service, the Presence of God was so strong.. On sunday, I went for the service with the same sermon agn.. It's so strong!! C5 sat at the 3rd row.. A few of us were hvin tears in our eyes.. Pastor How almost canot controlled his too.. Although the same msg as VBS was preached, the Presence is still touching when felt again.. I can listen to it a thousand times, the same anoitin still flows.. The spirit of sacrifice is still floodin the whole room, touching ppl's lives.. I will try to bring out wat Pastor How preached.. I duno y but I jus love God n my Pastors so much no matter wat happens.. =p They had sacrificed alot for us.. Pastor How had given up his million dollars business to set up heart of God church, Pastor Lia given up her Jounalist job in The Straits Times to be full time in church n build such a great church to bring us to where we are in our lives now.. Let's imagine, 10 yrs ago, Pastor How decided to disobey God n took his father's million dollar business, Pastor Lia decided to continue her Journalist in The Straits Times.. Where will heart of God church be now? Where will all the broken hearts, messed up lives, the current leaders be now? I m jus very grateful for wat my pastors had done.. They had given up so much, for wat? Answer is simple, they want to build a church tat the future generations can turn to.. A church where warm can be felt.. Where loved can be felt so strongly.. Others might had told pastors "Hey, tk ur father's business, be rich, when u are much older, retire early n build a church.." But my pastors did not heed their misleadin advices.. They want to giv their best yrs of their lives to God.. Tats wat I m goin to do.. They are my role models.. I want to be like them.. Pastor Kong started young too.. Now biggest church in the entire nation, the whole of Asia.. Every great churches in the world are built by the power of the spirit of sacrifice.. I can give u 1 example of a true story of the largest chruch in the whole world.. U can check it out if u think I m lying.. Pastor David Yonggi Cho, pastor of Yoido Full Gospel church in South Korea, it contains about 1,o00,000 attandance each week.. Many years ago, pastor Cho wants to built a church tat can hold up to a million ppl.. At 1970s, the currency of Korea tied with the States.. Suddenly there was a huge financial crisis.. Many ppl got bankrupt and lost their jobs.. Due to tat, the offerings and tithings of the church dropped n continued dropping.. The contract for the construction was signed n there is no way back.. But, they dun hv enough money to pay the workers.. Therefore, the workers stopped working.. Wat's left at the site is jus mud n some unfinished metal railing supports.. Pastor David Cho was so depressed tat he almost attempted suicide.. One day, he decided to hold a prayer meeting at the unfinished site.. when everyone was praying, suddenly, one old lady walked up to pastor Cho, with tears flowing out of her eyes uncontrollably, n said "Pastor, Let me contribute to the building fund of this church.." All she was holdin in her hand was jus a pair of metal chopskicks n a metal bowl.. "These are wat I used to eat my meals everyday.. I want to give it up to u to sell it for a few pennies n contribute to the building fund," she said.. Pastor Cho replied "Sister, I canot take ur items.. These are all u hv for ur daily needs".. She said "Pastor, I m old n dying soon.. I dun want to meet God without giving to the church anything.. I can put my meals on old pieces of newspapers n eat using my hands.. Please let me help the church in anyway I can.." At tat moment, Pastor Cho cant help but cried too.. Thn the presence of God jus fell to the place.. One businessman stood up in the midst n bought the metal chopsticks n bowls with USD$1000.. Frm tat moment, many others started pledging their possession.. The building was built not long later.. Now it's the largest church in the world.. When I heard the story, I was so touched tat I had tears in my eyes.. Pastor How oso almost cried but he had to control.. While typing this post, I can feel the same presence n tearing.. Ppl out there who are reading this post, imagine this.. If tat old lady did not step up to give tat metal chopsticks n bowl, the buildin would not hv been built by now.. In a church without the spirit of sacrifice, they are jus an ordinary organisation, the pastor may jus be a motivational speaker at the most.. Pastor How had sacrificed alot for us.. I jus want to say again, Pastor Kong, Pastor How n Pastor Lia.. Thank you very much!! Apart from God, I love u all the most.. I duno how to pay back for wat u had done in my life.. It's cos of u guys, I m doin much better in life.. I want to thank God too.. If not for Him, dun even think of changing my life, cos if not for Him, I wouldn't even be alive today.. I love You, God!! =D Tats all.. I will post again..
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2:47 PM.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Heys everyone.. I m kinda sick now.. Sneezing the whole day like never before.. =.= I will post again when I get well.. Sorry.. =(
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10:16 PM.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Hi everyone!! So so so so soo soooooo sry.. Dint post for the last few days.. Was busy studying for exams.. Now its over.. I m free to post le!! =D Hmm.. Let's see.. Wat happened last week? Eh.. had exams till thursday.. Oh ya.. My poa exam I did oni the multiple choice.. Left the back 80marks blank!! WTH!! =.= Can forget about passing poa le.. Hmm.. On more thing for exams.. The art exam!! We went in for the exam n guess wat we saw.. Some stupid person go arrange the fruits till like shit sia.. Duno how to draw.. We at first tot is Ms Boh.. But later we found out its Candice who set it.. Wa sian sia.. Some kind of stupid arrangement!! Haiz.. Thn friday a few of them went to m'sia.. I dint gt to go cos my passport not with me.. =( Nvm.. Thn went to amk with piggy n frens.. Lols.. From tat day on, I m their ah gong toothpick panda.. =.= We went to play pool at amk.. Wah.. Super off-form sia these few days.. Duno wat's happening to me.. Thn the best thing is.............. Last sat went back to hoGc!! I miss tat place so much!! I miss my pastors, my leaders, my frens!! Those who reli care for me.. Those who reli love me.. Those who reli treat me the best!! I love u guys!! I canot imagine without life hoGc, without my leaders n pastors.. Wat will I be? I think I will jus be a piece of thrash.. Now I m Home, I can bring ppl to church openly!! WOOHOO!! Love this kind of feeling!! Revival!! Devil, u jus watch out!! The Kingdom of God will grow like never before!! When I was at D.A.R.E, I cant n i dun want to bring any frens there.. When I saw pastor How, I almost wanted to cry n hug him.. I wanted to tell him "Sorry Pastor How.. I miss u!!" But, I dun hv the courage to.. =( I hv hurt my leaders n my frens when I left church suddenly.. I m reli very sry about it.. God, I noe it's not suppose for me to come back.. I m sry.. =( I cant tk the lack of family love in D.A.R.E, n most importantly, oni slight presence is felt.. I miss Your strong presence.. Anw, on the way to church, Gab squeezed my hand n said "Kenneth!! U've grown fatter!!".. LOLS!! Everyone said I had grown bigger in size since i last came.. Atlast!! I hv gone out of borderline underweight!! =D I hv been waitin for it for more thn 10yrs.. Hmm.. Thn after sat service, went to Tommy n William's hse to stay overnite agn.. =p I jus found out smth!! Tommy duno how to cook maggie mee!! Hahas.. Had to teach him.. Hmm.. Tommy arhs, U mus learn to cook lar.. Next time ur wife want u cook thn how? =D Thn sunday went to church agn.. Lols.. Hmm.. Guess I stop here for today.. Tmr I will post again.. Tats my promise.. =p Cya all..
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12:26 PM.
