Monday, April 30, 2007
Hi everyone again.. Hahas.. Last few days didn't blog cos I went to Tommy, William n Johnson's house to stay.. Hmm.. Lots of funny things happen sia.. Friday went for CHC cellgroup meeting at someone's house.. =D Joanne, nice one!! LOLS!! Had a great time tgt.. Then hv an adult new fren.. She works at Mcdonals!! WOOHOO!! I love the big mac!! Hahas.. Thn we share about our dreams and visions.. Thn Ching Ming linked everything tgt.. LOLS!! Ching Ming!! U joker lar!! Hahas.. He tried to link everything so tat we can rmb wat each other's dream are about n help us hv more encouragement to work towards it.. Thx man!! Hmm.. Thn the next day, saturday, I went to Tommy, William n Johnson's house again to study.. Elizabet n Erwin was there.. Thn I found out tat my brain is rusty.. I see everything as smth I learnt before but I had forgotten them.. =.= Later William n Elizabet helped me to refresh my memories.. Thx both of thm.. Hahas.. Thn at night, she called.. (NOT Elizabet NOR Joanne) =.= We talked n crapped for awhile.. William.. Orh hor.. U not faithful to Xiao yu.. LOLS!! Jkjk.. Anw, asked u go Jalan Kayu with us to eat prata.. Since u said tat ur 2nd time eating prata in ur entire life.. U said dun want.. =.= Thn Johnson n I went to put the very strong Balm, tat I used to apply on my arm when it was super in pain, on his back n he didnt hv a good slp tat nite.. Hahas.. Thn sunday woke up at 4.30am but went back to slp cos no one wants to eat prata.. LOLS.. After tat at 8am, she called again.. Thomas was asked to the phone.. =.= Thn talked for awhile.. Btw, my arm still hurts alot.. I m left with the last option.. To pray for it to heal.. =D I nv experienced a healing before until sunday morning service.. It was WOW!!! It was so instant tat I can feel the power of God flowing through my hand.. ALL the pain was gone.. I hvnt got any pain since morning.. Praise God!! Hahas.. Today's sermon is about conqureing the mountain in our lives.. Pastor Kenneth Hagin Jr. preached about how we can be more than a conqurer in life with the power of God.. It was very powerful!! Nxt week Pastor Kong n his wife are coming back to singapore!! Yay!! Miss them so much!! 1st of May is Family Day in CHC!! Woohoo!! I hope I can go.. I will pray about it cos there are some problems holding me back from going.. But, nothing is going to stop me from goin Emerge 07!! =D Not even school!! It's the biggest event of the yr!! I will attend every single session!! Hahas.. Hmm.. Oh ya.. There was a vending machine tat eat my money!! Stupid!! I put 80cents inside.. 50cents n three 10cents coins.. It oni sensed my 50cents!! WTH!! Thn I was left with nothing.. Haiz.. =.= Anw, I think I will stop here le.. I gtg now.. I will add more about wat happened tmr bahs.. Good nights everyone!! =D
God bless
Ken
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3:55 PM.
Friday, April 27, 2007
Ellos ellos ellos!! Hahas.. Hmm.. Today saw Davis frm hoGc.. He didn't see me in the mrt then I jus called him using my hp.. He still remembered me.. Wow.. LOLS.. Anw, today when I woke up in the morning I thought it was chinese in the morning so I didn't go for it.. Then suddenly, I remembered tat the timetable had changed!! Wah sian.. Morning suppose to hv english lesson!! Argh!! Super sian!! Then I got combine science frm 12 to 1pm.. After tat is dismiss le.. =.= Haiz.. Super sian sia.. Today nothing much also.. =( Then not long ago, Thomas from D.A.R.E called me.. I had no choice but told him the truth.. I can guess frm his tone, he was shocked.. He was silent for a moment then talked to me abt smth.. Anw, played snooker for a few hours today.. Then played table tennis with Emerick, Tommy n Eugene.. I team with Emerick I lose.. I team with Eugene I lose.. I team with Tommy I win.. Hahas.. Lots of laughing throughout the game.. =D I think I shall stop here.. Good nitez!!
God bless
Ken
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1:21 PM.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Wah.. 2days no blog.. Hahas.. Last night didnt go home after sch.. Went to play snooker with Shen Long, Kuan Wei, Eugene n David.. After tat went to Macs to eat with Shen Long n David.. After I finish eating, while they are still eating, they talked abt lame n funny stuffs.. Although it's abit "dirty", it's funny.. LOLS.. Thn after tat my fren called me to jalan kayu to eat prata.. Hahas.. Thn went to Pasir ris park to sort of decide to ton there.. Then we talked to a cat.. =.= Lame eh? Hahas.. We spent 1/2 hr talking among ourselves, thn another 1hr talking to cat.. LOLS!! The cat kinda followed me all the while.. It's so cute!! Lols.. Anw, after tat left then go to the void deck.. Play poker cards till the morning.. =.= Nothing much to write actually.. Lols.. Thn today went to somewhere in the bus n then it breaks suddenly.. When I looked outside, a man fell of his bicycle.. I din reli see wat happened, but I suppose the bus had knock him down or something.. Then I started praying for him silently to be alright.. Someone else called the ambulance after that.. Hmm.. After tat nth much le.. Sry arhs.. I think stop here le.. =p
God Bless
Ken
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2:01 AM.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Hi everyone.. Sry I skipped 1 day of posting.. Hahas.. =p Anw, today I can feel God is telling me indirectly tat to obey Him.. I was asking for directions.. But, I did not heed His words when I heard it.. I m sorry God.. =( In the bible says tat Noah did not have any doubts when God asked him to build an ark and He is goin to flood the earth.. Tat is a great sign of obedience.. Last year, I had a calling at arnd sept or oct period.. But, I delayed it.. Delay=no obedience.. Then today went to take mrt with Augustian to serangoon to tk 81 home.. On the way, I felt like reading the bible.. So I jus took it out from my bag, prayed awhile for God to show me wat He wants to tell me.. I jus randomly turned to 1 page.. Job 17..
1 "My spirit is crushed, and I am near death. The grave is ready to receive me. 2 I am surrounded by mockers. I watch how bitterly they taunt me. 3 "You must defend my innocence, O God, since no one else will stand up for me. 4 You have closed their minds to understanding, but do not let them triumph. 5 They denounce their companions for their own advantage, so let their children faint with hunger. 6 "God has made a mockery of me among the people; they spit in my face. 7 My eyes are dim with weeping, and I am but a shadow of my former self. 8 The upright are astonished when they see me. The innocent are aroused against the ungodly. 9 The righteous will move onward and forward, and those with pure hearts will become stronger and stronger.
10 "As for all of you, come back and try again! But I will not find a wise man among you. 11 My days are over. My hopes have disappeared. My heart's desires are broken. 12 They say that night is day and day is night; how they pervert the truth! 13 I might go to the grave and make my bed in darkness. 14 And I might call the grave my father, and the worm my mother and my sister. 15 But where then is my hope? Can anyone find it? 16 No, my hope will go down with me to the grave. We will rest together in the dust!"
(New Living Translation)
I read it thn I was asking God.. Wat does it mean? Later I had a first-hand revelation from God.. It was telling me my time in new creation is really over.. The stay in new creation had made me learnt new things.. It had oso gave me a great exploring adventure how most worldly christians are like.. I will miss that place.. But I dun think I will go back unless I m called for again.. Or mayb the planetshakers concert.. =p I had lots of experiences n memories.. Good and bad ones.. D.A.R.E, I hv a msg for u guys..
I had a great time with all of u.. Unforgettable ones.. Despite good or bad ones, I will still treasure them the same.. I hv gone thru pains one after another.. It's jus a disappointment of the attitude most of u hv.. But, I still love u guys.. Wanna know y? Cos nothing can kill love.. My anger cant.. Not even my disappointments.. God loves us so much even though when we sinned against Him.. In the show Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire, there is this scene where Voldermolt(duno correct spelling anot) told Harry Potter tat he couldn't touch Harry when he tried to kill Harry while Harry was still a baby.. Y? Cos Harry's mother gave up her own life to save him.. And it causes the power of love to protect Harry as a shield.. The Devil n Demons canot overcome the power of love.. I still love all of u and hope to see u guys in Heaven.. Thanks for everything..
God bless everyone
Ken
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3:25 PM.
Monday, April 23, 2007
Yesterday was my last service in the entire New Creation Church.. I kinda cant bear to go.. I miss them.. Although I m not finish with wat I was called to do yet, but I dun think I hv a choice anymore.. D.A.R.E, I m sry about this.. I love u guys, but there is a place where I can really grow my spirituality.. It's somehow in a mess too, I need to help to bring revival to the place where I truly belong.. Today went to CHC in the morning.. William!! U said u want to come de.. But in the end dun want come.. =.= Haiz.. Anw, today had a great service.. Got a drama illustration on reaching out to ppl.. Pastor Derrick Dunn preached that reaching out is not as difficult as we think.. I was so impacted by the sermon.. This is wat i call a true sermon.. =D Pastor Derrick, u rockz!! =D Pastor Kong is still overseas for mission trip.. Aww.. How I wish I can be such a great man of God like him.. Pastor Kong, u rockz too!! =p Hmm.. After tat I jus somehow decided to go out with Shing, my fren in sch.. The only guy from Hong Kong.. =D Shing, if u are seeing this, I want to let u know, u are a reli great fren to hangout.. A trustworthy fren.. I believe it's God who sent u to my life.. To hv such a fren like u is a great blessing to my life.. Anw, u are booked on 12th May to go back to hoGc with me.. Elizabet is also coming.. U said u hv a fren to come along with us, bring him along.. =D The more the merrier.. Hahas.. Kenneth Chong, Benny Chin, Yue Ming and Edmund.. The 4 of u are booked too.. Hahas.. Hmm.. Guess tats all for today.. Update again tmr.. =D
God bless
Ken =p
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2:01 PM.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Hi everyone.. Haiz.. Still hvnt recover frm yesterday's hurt yet.. =( Nvm abt tat.. Anw, today in sch kinda sian.. I dun think I can ever recover.. Not reli in the mood to blog actually.. But since I promised u guys I will blog almost everyday, I will keep my promise.. =) Wat happened yesterday had caused me to lose a number of friends.. Hope I can atleast see them in Heaven in the future.. Or atleast dun gt poisoned by the prince's doctrine.. Everyone who is viewing this blog, let me tell u smth.. Whether its a big sin or small sin, it's still a sin.. Purely asking for forgiveness is not enough.. U mus sincerely ask for forgiveness n try ur very very very very very best not to do it the next time.. We still hv to obey the 10 commandments.. REMEMBER THIS!! ESPECIALLY WHEN U ARE A CHRISTIAN..
I'TS AMAZING GRACE.. NOT CHEAP GRACE!! IT'S LIBERTY!! NOT LICENSE TO SIN!!Cheap grace is teaching that u dun fight against sin..
"Give up the struggle.. Just indulge in ur sins.. U dun hv to change.. Continue living in sin.. U dun even have to ask forgiveness or confess ur sins.. God will forgive.." Tis is TOTALLY WRONG!!
All I can say here is:
Before we sin, remember the fear of God..
After we sin, remember the love of God..
God bless all of u
Ken
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1:22 PM.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Things after things.. Troubles after troubles.. Wat is tis?!?! God.. Did You send me at the right time? Now I have to leave because of all this troubles.. All I did was change only a few of them.. But, God, there are more there.. I know I prayed to go Home.. But, not in a harsh way.. This is too much for me to take.. I want to go peacefully.. My Family needs me back there.. But, wat happened today had changed everything.. I duno y are all these happening.. Haiz.. God, seriously I need the time to be now.. I need help.. I lost too many ppl.. D.A.R.E, all I can say is "Sorry.. I canot help u guys anymore.. If anyone of u wants to know wat is happening, dun bother to ask me.. I dun want to dig thm up anymore.." I will leave everything behind and go Home.. God, I m sorry but i canot cotinue wat I m called to do.. I m just too disappointed with them.. Tell me what to do..
God bless everyone
disapponted Ken =(
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12:44 PM.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Hmm.. Let's see wat happened today.. Went for art lesson.. Nothing much.. Still thinking.. Mayb this is something.. But not much lar.. Play snooker lor.. Lose by 1 point with Kuan Wei and Tommy.. LOLS.. Then go kopitiam eat dinner.. Kuan Wei do the weird card trick thingy.. Wth.. Hahas.. Then jus come home lo.. Actually nothing much today.. Just reached home then called her.. Now jus put down not long ago only.. Haiz.. Duno how to say.. Ya, I hv strong feelings for her.. But she doesn't.. Only when I m about to leave, then she will say it.. Haiz.. If I ask u now for a chance, will u give me? If I tell u tat I love u, will u say the same to me even when I m not leaving? Do u care? If ur feelings for me are only there when I m about to leave, I rather the time is now.. Even if it's only for the last time then I will be in Heaven, I m willing.. I duno if u understand how I feel..
God bless
Saddened Ken
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2:51 PM.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
A few weeks ago, I went to Bishan J8 de Lifebookshop.. I saw a book.. Life is full of risks.. Then I read the first page.. I find it kinda meaningful.. I jus remembered it so I share it here..
To laugh is to risk appearing like a fool,
TO WEEP IS TO RISK APPEARING SETIMENTAL,
to reach out to others is to risk involvement,
to expose feelings is to risk showing your trueself,
to place your ideas/dreams before a crowd is to risk losing them,
TO LOVE IS TO RISK NOT BEING LOVED IN RETURN,
to live is risk to die,
TO HOPE IS TO RISK DESPAIR,
TO TRY IS RISK TO FAILURE..
those in block letters are those I find that can apply in my life.. What about you? Think about your life.. Look at these words I typed.. Are they applicable to your life? Nothing is impossible to solve..
God bless
Ken =p
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12:16 AM.
Monday, April 16, 2007
Hi everyone again!!
A few days didn't blog.. Sry arhs.. Was busy.. Friday went to Benny Hinn conference at Singapore Indoor stadium.. It was so cool!! Hahas.. The Presence of God exploded the whole of indoor stadium.. It had been a long time since I experience the Presence so strongly.. The power and the anoiting were so great that no one can stand it.. Plp were walking out of wheelchairs and praising God.. I was so touched by it.. Seeing ppl being healed is so fun.. Thn today was so amazing.. I was so amazed by wat God is doing in China.. In China, not many ppl are allowed to preach to Gospel.. Most Christians are prosecuted.. But, wat touched me the most is although so many ppl are being prosecuted, they still stay strong.. Not giving up on God.. Still hungry for Him and want to spread the Gospel and His love to even more ppl.. These are the self-less lives lead by many ppl.. In Singapore, we are allowed to preach the love of God anywhere.. This is how fortunate we are.. Some of us are neglecting the love of God, while some are taking the love and the forgiveness of God for granted.. While Pastor Benny Hinn was askin the ppl from China how they manage to stay so strongly, they replied seeing more and more ppl from China gettin saved and added to the Kingdom of God, I was so touched by their ans.. I started to tear.. We have the largest country of the world so hungry for the Gospel so much but have to feed their spiritual selves illegally.. God, open more doors of China for the Gospel to be preached.. Touch and soften their hearts.. God, here I am, send me.. I m hungry to see more ppl coming to know You.. I will update more tmr.. Good night.. =D
God bless
Ken
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1:43 AM.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Hi everyone again..
Hahas.. Now is 12.36am.. Today quite alot things sia.. Kena trashed by Emerick in snooker.. Wah.. Emerick.. U can be my shi fu? LOLS.. 60-4.. wth.. -.- Nvm.. Thn thr comes 3 pro.. we play with them=asking how much can they trash us.. Anw, later in recreation night at 4pm, we play dai di on the audi floor.. Hahas.. Duno allowed anot.. But heck care lar.. =p Went to play pool with Kuan wei.. lose to him sia.. But 1 game, he lose cos he pot the black ball and the white ball too!! HAHAS.. Nice eh? Hmm.. Thn me, Eugene & Kuan wei play with one of the pros there.. He teach not bad leh.. Can ask him be my shi fu also.. Hahas.. Reli nid more practice.. Where my skills gone? Sian sia.. Last time still can win alot de.. Now all gone.. *saddened* Btw, the uncle so nice sia.. Giv play for free.. Hahas.. =p Thanks alot!! We will come again.. This time we will pay.. Hehex.. We went to Parkmall eat QQ de set F.. The uncle there rmb me sia.. I nv been there for quite sometime le.. I went there he jus asked me "set F arhs?" Hahas.. Anw, now i on the phone with turtle.. Update again tmr.. Cya!! Gd nitez.. =p
God Bless..
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3:36 PM.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Wah.. Now is 12.50am midnight.. -.- Today in school during POA lesson i fell aslp infront of the teacher.. I was sitting right in the front row.. LOLS.. So tired n sian mah.. Thn fall aslp lor.. When i woke up, I saw they having break.. Thn i ask the teacher break how long arhs.. He say 10mins.. but they hv been out for longer thn that.. -.- I went back to slp again.. Erwin Erawan came back with sweets.. I took 1 and I m awake.. WTH.. The sweet sticky sia.. Thn it woke me up oso.. Lols.. Thn went to Bishan today.. Hahas.. I think I m abit random lar.. Cos kinda tired now.. Anw, this sat duno where to go.. WHY when I want to go out, all busy.. When I m kinda booked thn all come ask me out.. Nvm.. Anw, stuffs coming up stressing me, making me goin bonkers soon.. I hope to wake up tmr morning and find everything a dream.. I wish to cool things down awhile and back to my normal human life.. This is so torturing to me.. God, I kinda understand the things You showed me and said 2weeks ago.. Mayb i shld have taken another path.. I m confused now.. Help me.. I need You..
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3:50 PM.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Ellos again!!
Just reached home.. -.- This afternoon i went to toa payoh HDB hub for a talk.. Suppose to reach at 12.30pm.. But i really took my own sweet time le.. I still reach at 11.45am.. SIANS!! Aiya.. Canot blame lar.. I m used to hoGc culture.. Never late.. Always atleast 15mins early.. But this time i m 45mins early.. LOLS!! First time step into Sunshine Empire company!! Its so NICE!! They spent up to a few millions on the decos!! The job they offer me kinda shiok.. Own time, own target.. slack at home oso can make money.. Hahas.. Those who wants the job, can find me.. No requirements is needed.. At my age, i can be a manager.. =D The starting capital is smaller than other companies.. And its worth it when u look frm far.. Hahas.. Anw, after tat i rushed to art lesson.. Wah.. I made it early again.. LOLS.. Draw fruits again.. This time with water colour.. Rai, Eugene n Emerick no watercolour paper again.. -.- My 20 pieces of watercolour paper tat worth $20, is finished ler.. net week u all need to buy on ur own lar.. This few weeks I have been providing u all watercolour papers le.. Wasted 2.. -.- Nvm.. Thn today rain super heavy sia!! I took bus 65 with Emerick to harbourfront thn take mrt to serangoon thn take bus 53 home.. So mah fan right? This is the disadvantage of raining.. God, bring this excessive rain to countries that need it the most.. Thn when I reached serangoon bus stop, I saw Xiao Yu.. Hahas.. I din know she stays there too.. She has been in Singapore for 1 year rdy.. William!! Y u din send ur gf home?!?! Lols.. Lazy bum.. =p Hmm.. I guess I will come back tmr.. Cya!!
God Bless!! =D
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8:51 PM.
Monday, April 9, 2007
Hihi all!! Just reached home.. Wah.. Do I look different from my past? Mayb last time I more nerdy look.. But today I walk past my school, my nu er-Xiang Ru, my junior-Andy, my ex-classmate-Kang Wei, my juniors again Selina, Ernest, Yi Xi & Chin Choo.. They say I look chubbier.. Do I? I have been wanting people to say that for the past 17 years of my life.. LOLS!! I think i oso gained weight n grown taller.. Hahas.. Anw, today at school super tired sia.. My handphone bills not paid then all my outgoing calls barred.. Sian.. Canot even sms.. Haiz.. I purposely rush home so early jus to use the house phone, then it is also barred.. ARGH!! Aiya.. Dun think of those bad stuffs le.. Think of it arh, can reli die.. -.- I think i go take a afternoon nap now.. It had been a few mths since i took my last afternoon nap.. Seeya guys!! God bless!!
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3:00 PM.
Sunday, April 8, 2007
Heys everyone!! Hahas.. I m kinda high know.. =p Anw, I m back to blog!! Hehex.. I hv not blogged for the past 6mths.. Frm now on, I will blog everyday or atleast 5-6times a week.. =D Tat's the good news.. Something else happened the previous week.. A powerful supernatural encounter with God I had.. Long long story.. Those who wants to know, just ask me.. =D Today had a "heaven-and-earth-shaking"(new word i created) service at CHC!! LOLX.. Funny and touching drama about wat Jesus had done for us 2000 years ago.. Pastor Kong shared about wat unconditional love can do.. It can give up one's life for his/her loved ones.. In the Bible, John 3:16 says "For God so loved the world that He gave up His one and only Son. Whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting/eternal life in Heaven".. Christianity is about loving God, loving people, and loving life.. People who are not saved is reading this post, let me tell u something.. It's not by chance that u came here.. God loves u n He is knocking at the door of ur heart now.. He wants to tell u this "Hey, can I come into your heart to be your savoiur and your friend?" Accepting Him is not difficult at all.. No need to kill yourself or pay anything.. Salvation is free.. Tats all i can say here..
If u want to know more n does not hv any contacts to me, feel free to add my msn at: diconder@hotmail.com
God bless everyone!! =D
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10:55 PM.