Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Hi everyone.. Sry I skipped 1 day of posting.. Hahas.. =p Anw, today I can feel God is telling me indirectly tat to obey Him.. I was asking for directions.. But, I did not heed His words when I heard it.. I m sorry God.. =( In the bible says tat Noah did not have any doubts when God asked him to build an ark and He is goin to flood the earth.. Tat is a great sign of obedience.. Last year, I had a calling at arnd sept or oct period.. But, I delayed it.. Delay=no obedience.. Then today went to take mrt with Augustian to serangoon to tk 81 home.. On the way, I felt like reading the bible.. So I jus took it out from my bag, prayed awhile for God to show me wat He wants to tell me.. I jus randomly turned to 1 page.. Job 17..
1 "My spirit is crushed, and I am near death. The grave is ready to receive me. 2 I am surrounded by mockers. I watch how bitterly they taunt me. 3 "You must defend my innocence, O God, since no one else will stand up for me. 4 You have closed their minds to understanding, but do not let them triumph. 5 They denounce their companions for their own advantage, so let their children faint with hunger. 6 "God has made a mockery of me among the people; they spit in my face. 7 My eyes are dim with weeping, and I am but a shadow of my former self. 8 The upright are astonished when they see me. The innocent are aroused against the ungodly. 9 The righteous will move onward and forward, and those with pure hearts will become stronger and stronger.
10 "As for all of you, come back and try again! But I will not find a wise man among you. 11 My days are over. My hopes have disappeared. My heart's desires are broken. 12 They say that night is day and day is night; how they pervert the truth! 13 I might go to the grave and make my bed in darkness. 14 And I might call the grave my father, and the worm my mother and my sister. 15 But where then is my hope? Can anyone find it? 16 No, my hope will go down with me to the grave. We will rest together in the dust!"
(New Living Translation)
I read it thn I was asking God.. Wat does it mean? Later I had a first-hand revelation from God.. It was telling me my time in new creation is really over.. The stay in new creation had made me learnt new things.. It had oso gave me a great exploring adventure how most worldly christians are like.. I will miss that place.. But I dun think I will go back unless I m called for again.. Or mayb the planetshakers concert.. =p I had lots of experiences n memories.. Good and bad ones.. D.A.R.E, I hv a msg for u guys..
I had a great time with all of u.. Unforgettable ones.. Despite good or bad ones, I will still treasure them the same.. I hv gone thru pains one after another.. It's jus a disappointment of the attitude most of u hv.. But, I still love u guys.. Wanna know y? Cos nothing can kill love.. My anger cant.. Not even my disappointments.. God loves us so much even though when we sinned against Him.. In the show Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire, there is this scene where Voldermolt(duno correct spelling anot) told Harry Potter tat he couldn't touch Harry when he tried to kill Harry while Harry was still a baby.. Y? Cos Harry's mother gave up her own life to save him.. And it causes the power of love to protect Harry as a shield.. The Devil n Demons canot overcome the power of love.. I still love all of u and hope to see u guys in Heaven.. Thanks for everything..
God bless everyone
Ken
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3:25 PM.
