Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Ellos everyone again!! Hahas.. Sry arhs.. Long time no post.. These few days duno y always fall aslp so early.. =.= Haiz.. Everyday so tired sia.. Hmm.. Let me recap wat happened last week after my last post.. Sat.. Nth much actually.. Went to a young adult house for CG.. Thn after tat Shing said he wanted to come to my hse to stay overnite.. I told him to come church with me the next day, he agreed.. Thn I went to Jurong Point to look for Edmund n Nicholas to play a racing car game with thm.. Later, went to Macs to eat.. Thn Shing told me he not coming to my house anymore.. My mood went totally down.. Sobs.. Duno y he last min back out when I was so excited to see him saved.. Sad lar.. Nvm.. Dun talk abt the sad things le.. Sunday.. Went for service.. I kinda notice smth.. Pastors not doing altar call anymore.. Hmm.. Mayb it's their plan.. But anw, I still love very much!! Pastor How n Pastor Lia, I love u guys!! =D Ok.. I m kinda high.. Thn after tat went to vivo with Han Bin n Yong Sing to buy a sport jacket.. Mong treated me n Han Bin a cup of drink.. U noe wat? To non-christians, it's by luck, Han Bin needed a drink at the moment.. But, to me, by God's plan tat Mong is to buy a drink for Han Bin.. I will pray for Han Bin to get saved, planted n rise up in church.. Thn monday, went to sch.. Actually frm monday to wednesday, I forgot wat happened.. Oni rmb today went to eat at riverview hotel restaurant with Emerick n Eugene.. Thn went home le.. I think I stop here le lar.. Later SOMEONE say I write long essays.. Hahas.. Cya all.. I will post again soon.. Tmr is Emerge!! Waited 1 whole yr for it.. =D
God bless
Ken
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7:19 PM.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Yoz everyone!! =D Sry again.. Din post for the past few days.. Hahas.. Ytd wanted to post de.. But smth happened.. So I changed my mind about posting ytd.. Haiz.. Ytd in the day was fun lar.. First time hving CG in the store of the church.. LOLS!! Super squeezy lar.. But His presence was strong.. We had a nice time worshippin with the song U.R.Y inside.. Tats the song I use to do my QT most of the time.. Wei Jie shared alot.. Impactful too.. See this.. physical < emotional < spiritual < physical
.. which means emotions is bigger than physical, while spiritual is bigger than emotions, but physical is bigger than spiritual.. Wat we do in our physical affects our spiritual realm.. Isnt tat cool? It brings us to one round.. =D It's so fun lar.. Nv had a meaningful n fun CG ever since I left hoGc last yr.. Except the CG we had with CHC ppl.. Other than these few, I nv had a real meaningful CG which brings true revelations to me.. Dun mention tat place.. King of kings shall reigns.. Not the prince!! =D Jus like wat Gab said.. We dun use church money to buy us a jacket tat cost us million dollars.. We dun preach cheap grace to anyone!! Nvm.. I dun want gt agitated bcos of tat.. Anw, I duno y.. This few days, I kip goin crazy abt TVB songs.. -.-" I kip dldin thm siao sia.. Hahas.. K lar.. I stop here.. Post again.. Nitez..
God bless
Ken =p
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11:40 AM.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Yoz everyone!! Sry again this few days hvnt been posting.. Last friday I jus recovered abit.. Thn Sat went to church.. Althou I was the oni guy tat went in for service with Sab n Evelyn, I din regret goin.. I love the service, the Presence of God was so strong.. On sunday, I went for the service with the same sermon agn.. It's so strong!! C5 sat at the 3rd row.. A few of us were hvin tears in our eyes.. Pastor How almost canot controlled his too.. Although the same msg as VBS was preached, the Presence is still touching when felt again.. I can listen to it a thousand times, the same anoitin still flows.. The spirit of sacrifice is still floodin the whole room, touching ppl's lives.. I will try to bring out wat Pastor How preached.. I duno y but I jus love God n my Pastors so much no matter wat happens.. =p They had sacrificed alot for us.. Pastor How had given up his million dollars business to set up heart of God church, Pastor Lia given up her Jounalist job in The Straits Times to be full time in church n build such a great church to bring us to where we are in our lives now.. Let's imagine, 10 yrs ago, Pastor How decided to disobey God n took his father's million dollar business, Pastor Lia decided to continue her Journalist in The Straits Times.. Where will heart of God church be now? Where will all the broken hearts, messed up lives, the current leaders be now? I m jus very grateful for wat my pastors had done.. They had given up so much, for wat? Answer is simple, they want to build a church tat the future generations can turn to.. A church where warm can be felt.. Where loved can be felt so strongly.. Others might had told pastors "Hey, tk ur father's business, be rich, when u are much older, retire early n build a church.." But my pastors did not heed their misleadin advices.. They want to giv their best yrs of their lives to God.. Tats wat I m goin to do.. They are my role models.. I want to be like them.. Pastor Kong started young too.. Now biggest church in the entire nation, the whole of Asia.. Every great churches in the world are built by the power of the spirit of sacrifice.. I can give u 1 example of a true story of the largest chruch in the whole world.. U can check it out if u think I m lying.. Pastor David Yonggi Cho, pastor of Yoido Full Gospel church in South Korea, it contains about 1,o00,000 attandance each week.. Many years ago, pastor Cho wants to built a church tat can hold up to a million ppl.. At 1970s, the currency of Korea tied with the States.. Suddenly there was a huge financial crisis.. Many ppl got bankrupt and lost their jobs.. Due to tat, the offerings and tithings of the church dropped n continued dropping.. The contract for the construction was signed n there is no way back.. But, they dun hv enough money to pay the workers.. Therefore, the workers stopped working.. Wat's left at the site is jus mud n some unfinished metal railing supports.. Pastor David Cho was so depressed tat he almost attempted suicide.. One day, he decided to hold a prayer meeting at the unfinished site.. when everyone was praying, suddenly, one old lady walked up to pastor Cho, with tears flowing out of her eyes uncontrollably, n said "Pastor, Let me contribute to the building fund of this church.." All she was holdin in her hand was jus a pair of metal chopskicks n a metal bowl.. "These are wat I used to eat my meals everyday.. I want to give it up to u to sell it for a few pennies n contribute to the building fund," she said.. Pastor Cho replied "Sister, I canot take ur items.. These are all u hv for ur daily needs".. She said "Pastor, I m old n dying soon.. I dun want to meet God without giving to the church anything.. I can put my meals on old pieces of newspapers n eat using my hands.. Please let me help the church in anyway I can.." At tat moment, Pastor Cho cant help but cried too.. Thn the presence of God jus fell to the place.. One businessman stood up in the midst n bought the metal chopsticks n bowls with USD$1000.. Frm tat moment, many others started pledging their possession.. The building was built not long later.. Now it's the largest church in the world.. When I heard the story, I was so touched tat I had tears in my eyes.. Pastor How oso almost cried but he had to control.. While typing this post, I can feel the same presence n tearing.. Ppl out there who are reading this post, imagine this.. If tat old lady did not step up to give tat metal chopsticks n bowl, the buildin would not hv been built by now.. In a church without the spirit of sacrifice, they are jus an ordinary organisation, the pastor may jus be a motivational speaker at the most.. Pastor How had sacrificed alot for us.. I jus want to say again, Pastor Kong, Pastor How n Pastor Lia.. Thank you very much!! Apart from God, I love u all the most.. I duno how to pay back for wat u had done in my life.. It's cos of u guys, I m doin much better in life.. I want to thank God too.. If not for Him, dun even think of changing my life, cos if not for Him, I wouldn't even be alive today.. I love You, God!! =D Tats all.. I will post again..
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2:47 PM.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Heys everyone.. I m kinda sick now.. Sneezing the whole day like never before.. =.= I will post again when I get well.. Sorry.. =(
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10:16 PM.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Hi everyone!! So so so so soo soooooo sry.. Dint post for the last few days.. Was busy studying for exams.. Now its over.. I m free to post le!! =D Hmm.. Let's see.. Wat happened last week? Eh.. had exams till thursday.. Oh ya.. My poa exam I did oni the multiple choice.. Left the back 80marks blank!! WTH!! =.= Can forget about passing poa le.. Hmm.. On more thing for exams.. The art exam!! We went in for the exam n guess wat we saw.. Some stupid person go arrange the fruits till like shit sia.. Duno how to draw.. We at first tot is Ms Boh.. But later we found out its Candice who set it.. Wa sian sia.. Some kind of stupid arrangement!! Haiz.. Thn friday a few of them went to m'sia.. I dint gt to go cos my passport not with me.. =( Nvm.. Thn went to amk with piggy n frens.. Lols.. From tat day on, I m their ah gong toothpick panda.. =.= We went to play pool at amk.. Wah.. Super off-form sia these few days.. Duno wat's happening to me.. Thn the best thing is.............. Last sat went back to hoGc!! I miss tat place so much!! I miss my pastors, my leaders, my frens!! Those who reli care for me.. Those who reli love me.. Those who reli treat me the best!! I love u guys!! I canot imagine without life hoGc, without my leaders n pastors.. Wat will I be? I think I will jus be a piece of thrash.. Now I m Home, I can bring ppl to church openly!! WOOHOO!! Love this kind of feeling!! Revival!! Devil, u jus watch out!! The Kingdom of God will grow like never before!! When I was at D.A.R.E, I cant n i dun want to bring any frens there.. When I saw pastor How, I almost wanted to cry n hug him.. I wanted to tell him "Sorry Pastor How.. I miss u!!" But, I dun hv the courage to.. =( I hv hurt my leaders n my frens when I left church suddenly.. I m reli very sry about it.. God, I noe it's not suppose for me to come back.. I m sry.. =( I cant tk the lack of family love in D.A.R.E, n most importantly, oni slight presence is felt.. I miss Your strong presence.. Anw, on the way to church, Gab squeezed my hand n said "Kenneth!! U've grown fatter!!".. LOLS!! Everyone said I had grown bigger in size since i last came.. Atlast!! I hv gone out of borderline underweight!! =D I hv been waitin for it for more thn 10yrs.. Hmm.. Thn after sat service, went to Tommy n William's hse to stay overnite agn.. =p I jus found out smth!! Tommy duno how to cook maggie mee!! Hahas.. Had to teach him.. Hmm.. Tommy arhs, U mus learn to cook lar.. Next time ur wife want u cook thn how? =D Thn sunday went to church agn.. Lols.. Hmm.. Guess I stop here for today.. Tmr I will post again.. Tats my promise.. =p Cya all..
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12:26 PM.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Hi all!! Hahas.. I went high ytd!! Cos Pastor How went to CHC!! WOW!! thn Pastor Kong invited him up to the stage n said he is goin to heart of God church to preach this thursday n friday night!! =D Pastor Kong n Pastor How!! I love u!! Other than God, u guys are the best!! They are great men of God n my role model.. I dream to be like them when I grow up.. City harvest was nothing in the past.. Now, it has became the largest church in the whole of Asia!! Heart of God church too.. it started with 9.. Now, it has changed lives of many, touched the lives of the broken ones, raised leaders from thm, grown to be a thousand soon!! Pastor How, I love u n heart of God church!! =p My life had been changed by them.. Without my pastors, my leaders, my frens, I m nothing but a piece of junk.. It was them who brought me to where I m today.. They picked me up frm the garbage chute to bring me now to be on-fire for Christ.. I m really very grateful to thm.. I duno how to thank them.. God, thank u very much for sending this ppl into my life.. If not for them, I wouldn't know how much You love me n done for me.. After service yesterday, went to Johnson's house agn.. Cos my parents were out.. Lols.. Hmm.. Today no paper so I went to their house again.. Suppose to go sch to study.. But they decided to go to their house to study.. Agustian, Elizabet n Jia Sheng came along too.. Studied awhile thn started playing.. Hahas.. Erwin came later.. Hmm.. Cant remember wat reli happened.. Thn I came home le.. Lols.. Yue ming sent me a funny email with lots of pics which will made the teachers vomit blood.. Hahas.. I laughed like mad jus now.. =p It was so funny!! =D Btw, I think I gtg now.. Post again.. Cya..
5 more days =D
Ken
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2:02 PM.
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Heys guys.. Sry.. Was busy the last few days to post.. Hmm.. Let me think wat happened............................................ On the 3rd, which is wednesday.. Nth much actually.. Stayed back in sch to study with Emerick, Agustian, Elizabet n Jia Sheng.. Thn Su Xin came along to join us.. Those out there who dun study much de.. Studying isnt bad after all.. =D I not jokin.. When u study with ur frens, u can hv lots of fun.. Emerick n Agustian acted GAY!! LOLS.. I tried videoing dwn the "process".. Instead I videoed dwn Emerick acting like Mr Bean.. =.= Fun sia!! Studying doesnt mean bored.. It can be very fun too!! Hahas.. The last few days, I had been staying back in sch to study.. These were my first time love goin to sch soooooooooo much!! =D Emerick, u look like ah beng.. But u are not.. Everyone knows tat.. Oni those who duno u personally will conclude u are an ah beng.. Lols.. It's ok.. U look jus fine.. =p Thn I went to watch the spiderman 3 with Tommy, William n Johnson.. It was so nice!! It was so touching tat I cried.. It has some sermon elements in it.. Let me bring it out.. Hatred n revenge bring u nowhere in life.. The black stupid thing in it, plays a role of devil in life.. It can sense anyone who has hatred n revenge n thn posess into them n tk control of their mind.. It let u sense tat no one loves u, no one cares for u, those who had hurt u deserve to die.. These are the mindset of most ppl who wanted revenge.. Last part was the nicest.. Where spiderman reli forgives the man who kill his uncle.. To everyone out there.. Remember this, revenge isnt everything.. U hv to learn to let go.. Ya.. At first, u may think they deserve it.. But we canot judge.. Only God judges.. Jus forgive them.. Ya, I agree saying is easier thn doing.. But, y not u try? As u read my post now, forgive those who had hurt u.. Try.. I not forcing anybody.. I m jus askin u guys to try.. If today cant, try again.. Talk to the person.. Ask wat reli happened.. Y he/she hurt u.. I noe its not easy to forgive.. But u hv to, sooner or later.. Bcos if u dun , one day u might jus fall into the trap of hatred n revenge.. N the next thing u noe, u killed someone n u regret it.. Its too late!! Learn to forgive now.. I had been through alot before.. It was very tough for me.. But I learnt to forgive now.. I hv no more enemies, except the devil.. Loving is all u nid.. It does not cost anything to love n forgive.. I thank God for the change He had done to me.. I want to be the salt n light of the world.. To be in the world, but NOT OF the world.. Loving God, at the same time, not withdrawing from the world.. Like wat Pastor Kong said last Emerge.. I want to be like him.. To be a thermostat, not a thermometer in the world.. Be hip n cool, n at the same time, without usin vulgarities n violence anymore.. Let others ask me "Hey Kenneth, y u look the same as us, but u are somehow attractive n different.. Wat makes u this way? I want it too.." From there, I will share of Him who had changed me n love me to everyone.. Jus now on the bus, on the way home, I heard children at the back of the bus singing songs.. They sounded like jus 3-5 yrs old.. How great can it be if in the future, they come to, not only know ABOUT Christ, but know Him personally as their Lord n Saviour.. I reli hv a desire for ALL in the world, especially the younger generations to be saved.. To see them on-fire for Christ.. Loving God, loving ppl n loving their own lives.. Living a purposeful life.. Fogiving isnt easy, hating is more difficult than forgiveness.. Y hate when u can forgive? N oso watch the movie spiderman 3.. U will understand wat I mean..
God bless
Ken =D
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1:34 PM.
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Hihi everyone!! =D I m back to blog!! Hahas.. Hmm.. Let me recall wat happened yesterday.. Oh ya.. Ytd was CHC's Family Day!! Pastor Kong n his wife, Sun(the singer) is back to singapore!! WOOHOO!! Pastor Kong!! U rocks!! Those who duno who he is, he is a great man of God!! A great pastor of a greatest church in singapore!! =D I LOVE U PASTOR KONG!! Hahas.. Ok.. Ytd had a great day with CHC!! I cant tk it.. I think I m obsessed with pastor Kong.. =p Sun held a concert back at CHC.. She shared about how she came to Christ.. Thn Pastor Kong had a talk with her.. It was a funny chat.. I love CHC so much!! Hahas.. Thn pastor Kong was joker sia.. I will always rmb u pastor Kong!! =D When he had a chat with his wife on the stage.. It has been a long time since they had been on the same stage chatting.. Thn he chatted with her for quite some time.. So sweet.. LOLS!! Pastor Kong!! U rocks!! Hahas.. Thn O School came to perform.. Their dance was soooooooooooooooooooo NICE!! =p Pastor Sun!! U sing with the best voice in the world!! Hmm.. Thn later went for the carnival at hall 9.. WAHH!!! It was so crowded!! I nv queue for food tat long in my entire life!! 1 hour for jus 3 small bowls of fishball noodles.. N it doesn't taste nice at all!! =.= Thn Aaron went to queue for 3 hours jus to buy burgers for us.. He didn't even tell us that.. WOW!! Tats the servant heart this generation shld rise up to be.. Heart for serving others.. He can tell us tat he lined up 3hrs for us n want us to thank him for tat.. But, he didn't.. His heart is so BIG!! I admire his attitude.. His servant-hearted and humble attitude.. =D U did a great job Aaron!! I salute to ur attitude.. Believe me.. He is goin to be a great man of God in time to come.. Anw, I think I stop here.. Post again tmr.. Lazy to post sia..
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2:07 PM.
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
Hihi everyone!! Hahas.. Today super funny sia!! Shen Long!! Talk about u later.. Hmm.. Today got my mid-yr eng n maths paper 1.. Wah.. The audi super cold sia.. But nvm.. Atleast stop me from being so obvious I almost cried while writing the compo.. LOLS!! The topic is "Saying goodbye".. It was kinda sad thou.. But thank God I came to know Him.. My life was totally transformed!! =D Oh ya.. Talking about studies.. Today after paper n lunch we went back to sch to study.. Augustian, Shen Long, Elizabet n I went to class 4C to study.. Vinh came n join along.. I was studying half way n Sheng Long called out to Elizabet.. I think I should type the convo out.. Hahas..
Sheng Long: Elizabet!!
Elizabet: What?(me n Vinh staring at both of them thinking he would ask smth important)
Shen Long: U remember when I first talked to u, wat did I say? I said thank you.. =D
Hahas.. Stupid sia!! U guys shld be there.. We were laughin like mad!!
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3:32 AM.
