Saturday, July 7, 2007
heyheyhey!! SOOOOOOO SORRY GUYS!! Hvnt been bloggin for the past 1mth++.. I M SOOOOOO SORRY!! Today is 07.07.2007!! Hahas.. Lots of things happened durin this one mth.. Firstly, I will talk abt EMERGE '07!! Hahas.. It was phenomena!! REVIVAL & FAITH ARISES!! I hv never seen power rising so fast.. Lots of things to share abt it.. But I dun think I can share it here.. Cos if I do, I will be nagged by SOMEONE cos my post is always very long.. Hahas.. If anyone wanna noe more abt it, jus feel free to add me on msn n ask me.. My email is on my profile page.. Anw, Emerick, Agustian, Elizabet n Sutin came for Emerge.. I was so happy.. Every single day of this yr's EMERGE was GREAT!! I love it!! Thn we had science prac lessons on monday, 4th June till 14th June.. Hmm.. Nth much to talk abt it actually.. Jus tat we went to Newton circus almost everyday to eat.. LOLS.. Thn right after the prac end, on the 16&17 June, it was RED RAIN!! So many of my frens came!! I will rmb tat day forever.. Hmm.. I think I shld name thm out.. Angelin, Alan, Elizabet, Sutin, Shing, Shing's gf(Man Hong), Shen Long & Kenneth Hsu.. Cool right? Tats the first time I brought so many frens to church!! It was fun.. Seeing some of thm first exposure to Christianity.. June hols have been so fun after bein in church.. I love it.. =D Thn slowly, problems arises.. Too confidential to talk abt it here.. Haiz.. Anw, I duno when can I blog agn.. =( I m sorry guys.. I will try to blog as soon as possible ok? I thank u all for viewin my blog n tagging on it.. I reli appreciate it very very very very much.. Seriously.. This June hol is my most unforgettable one.. Disappointment & sadness, love & happiness are all in it.. Althou it's my most unforgettable one, I dun reli wish to talk abt it anymore.. The memories of it is far to hurtful.. Ya, there is fun, but in those fun, it brings back sadness.. =( I jus wanna tell u guys, I love everyone.. No one is left out.. =D I think I reli want my memories to be erased n start a new life again.. Mayb I m in the wrong bahs.. I m alrdy crying out to u, God, I reli duno wat to do.. My life is reli in a mess now.. Nw i reli noe decisions are important in life.. To everyone out there.. Trust me.. Make 1 wrong decision, it will affect ur entire life.. Make the right decision now.. Recently, I felt God is asking me "Kenneth, do u choose Me or the world?" I reli duno how to ans Him.. I felt so guilty.. After all the things i had done.. But I reli love Him very much.. He had gave up so much for me n I cant even giv wat I m holdin, up to Him.. I jus feel tat I m reli not worth it.. But I duno y He hv been showin me so much mercy.. I noe how He is feelin.. Let me put a illustration here.. For example, u had someone u love so much tat u are willin to giv up anything, even ur own life, for him/her.. Thn he/she oso loves u.. But, when u ask tat person to jus giv up smth tat u can gt back smth else better in a later period of time, he/she refuses.. Thn u still hv to love him/her cos u cant bear to hurt tat person so u tk all the hurt urself.. It hurts alot doesnt it? God is feelin tat kind of pain in His heart.. He is showin me tat pain now.. I noe how it is like.. Haiz.. God, I dun blame You at all.. But I reli want the pain to stop.. I m sorry.. I will obey You from now on.. =( To everyone out there again.. He is also ask u to mk a choice of Him, or the world.. If u jus lay dwn ur pride n say "God, I want You.. You are my choice.. The world can only satisfy me temporary, but, You can satisfy me for eternity.." He not only, will give u wat u want, He will give u more.. He loves u so much tat He gave His only Son to die for u.. Issit so difficult to love Him back? Anw, I think I m stopping here le.. Think about it bahs..
Love,
Ken
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