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2007-09-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

yoz guys!! i m back to post after so long!! hahas.. hmm.. lets see how long has it been.. the last time i post was 7.7.2007.. now is 19th sep.. 2 mths n 12days!! wow.. ok.. mayb i m jus busy.. now going to be o lvls soon.. sian sia.. btw, i guess i wun be postin until after o lvls.. sry guys.. i will b posting a survey in my next post.. after tat, it will be my last post le.. =(

2007-07-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey!! SOOOOOOO SORRY GUYS!! Hvnt been bloggin for the past 1mth++.. I M SOOOOOO SORRY!! Today is 07.07.2007!! Hahas.. Lots of things happened durin this one mth.. Firstly, I will talk abt EMERGE '07!! Hahas.. It was phenomena!! REVIVAL & FAITH ARISES!! I hv never seen power rising so fast.. Lots of things to share abt it.. But I dun think I can share it here.. Cos if I do, I will be nagged by SOMEONE cos my post is always very long.. Hahas.. If anyone wanna noe more abt it, jus feel free to add me on msn n ask me.. My email is on my profile page.. Anw, Emerick, Agustian, Elizabet n Sutin came for Emerge.. I was so happy.. Every single day of this yr's EMERGE was GREAT!! I love it!! Thn we had science prac lessons on monday, 4th June till 14th June.. Hmm.. Nth much to talk abt it actually.. Jus tat we went to Newton circus almost everyday to eat.. LOLS.. Thn right after the prac end, on the 16&17 June, it was RED RAIN!! So many of my frens came!! I will rmb tat day forever.. Hmm.. I think I shld name thm out.. Angelin, Alan, Elizabet, Sutin, Shing, Shing's gf(Man Hong), Shen Long & Kenneth Hsu.. Cool right? Tats the first time I brought so many frens to church!! It was fun.. Seeing some of thm first exposure to Christianity.. June hols have been so fun after bein in church.. I love it.. =D Thn slowly, problems arises.. Too confidential to talk abt it here.. Haiz.. Anw, I duno when can I blog agn.. =( I m sorry guys.. I will try to blog as soon as possible ok? I thank u all for viewin my blog n tagging on it.. I reli appreciate it very very very very much.. Seriously.. This June hol is my most unforgettable one.. Disappointment & sadness, love & happiness are all in it.. Althou it's my most unforgettable one, I dun reli wish to talk abt it anymore.. The memories of it is far to hurtful.. Ya, there is fun, but in those fun, it brings back sadness.. =( I jus wanna tell u guys, I love everyone.. No one is left out.. =D I think I reli want my memories to be erased n start a new life again.. Mayb I m in the wrong bahs.. I m alrdy crying out to u, God, I reli duno wat to do.. My life is reli in a mess now.. Nw i reli noe decisions are important in life.. To everyone out there.. Trust me.. Make 1 wrong decision, it will affect ur entire life.. Make the right decision now.. Recently, I felt God is asking me "Kenneth, do u choose Me or the world?" I reli duno how to ans Him.. I felt so guilty.. After all the things i had done.. But I reli love Him very much.. He had gave up so much for me n I cant even giv wat I m holdin, up to Him.. I jus feel tat I m reli not worth it.. But I duno y He hv been showin me so much mercy.. I noe how He is feelin.. Let me put a illustration here.. For example, u had someone u love so much tat u are willin to giv up anything, even ur own life, for him/her.. Thn he/she oso loves u.. But, when u ask tat person to jus giv up smth tat u can gt back smth else better in a later period of time, he/she refuses.. Thn u still hv to love him/her cos u cant bear to hurt tat person so u tk all the hurt urself.. It hurts alot doesnt it? God is feelin tat kind of pain in His heart.. He is showin me tat pain now.. I noe how it is like.. Haiz.. God, I dun blame You at all.. But I reli want the pain to stop.. I m sorry.. I will obey You from now on.. =( To everyone out there again.. He is also ask u to mk a choice of Him, or the world.. If u jus lay dwn ur pride n say "God, I want You.. You are my choice.. The world can only satisfy me temporary, but, You can satisfy me for eternity.." He not only, will give u wat u want, He will give u more.. He loves u so much tat He gave His only Son to die for u.. Issit so difficult to love Him back? Anw, I think I m stopping here le.. Think about it bahs..

Love,
Ken

2007-05-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

Ellos everyone again!! Hahas.. Sry arhs.. Long time no post.. These few days duno y always fall aslp so early.. =.= Haiz.. Everyday so tired sia.. Hmm.. Let me recap wat happened last week after my last post.. Sat.. Nth much actually.. Went to a young adult house for CG.. Thn after tat Shing said he wanted to come to my hse to stay overnite.. I told him to come church with me the next day, he agreed.. Thn I went to Jurong Point to look for Edmund n Nicholas to play a racing car game with thm.. Later, went to Macs to eat.. Thn Shing told me he not coming to my house anymore.. My mood went totally down.. Sobs.. Duno y he last min back out when I was so excited to see him saved.. Sad lar.. Nvm.. Dun talk abt the sad things le.. Sunday.. Went for service.. I kinda notice smth.. Pastors not doing altar call anymore.. Hmm.. Mayb it's their plan.. But anw, I still love very much!! Pastor How n Pastor Lia, I love u guys!! =D Ok.. I m kinda high.. Thn after tat went to vivo with Han Bin n Yong Sing to buy a sport jacket.. Mong treated me n Han Bin a cup of drink.. U noe wat? To non-christians, it's by luck, Han Bin needed a drink at the moment.. But, to me, by God's plan tat Mong is to buy a drink for Han Bin.. I will pray for Han Bin to get saved, planted n rise up in church.. Thn monday, went to sch.. Actually frm monday to wednesday, I forgot wat happened.. Oni rmb today went to eat at riverview hotel restaurant with Emerick n Eugene.. Thn went home le.. I think I stop here le lar.. Later SOMEONE say I write long essays.. Hahas.. Cya all.. I will post again soon.. Tmr is Emerge!! Waited 1 whole yr for it.. =D

God bless
Ken

2007-05-26T11:40:00.000+08:00

Yoz everyone!! =D Sry again.. Din post for the past few days.. Hahas.. Ytd wanted to post de.. But smth happened.. So I changed my mind about posting ytd.. Haiz.. Ytd in the day was fun lar.. First time hving CG in the store of the church.. LOLS!! Super squeezy lar.. But His presence was strong.. We had a nice time worshippin with the song U.R.Y inside.. Tats the song I use to do my QT most of the time.. Wei Jie shared alot.. Impactful too.. See this.. physical < emotional < spiritual < physical
.. which means emotions is bigger than physical, while spiritual is bigger than emotions, but physical is bigger than spiritual.. Wat we do in our physical affects our spiritual realm.. Isnt tat cool? It brings us to one round.. =D It's so fun lar.. Nv had a meaningful n fun CG ever since I left hoGc last yr.. Except the CG we had with CHC ppl.. Other than these few, I nv had a real meaningful CG which brings true revelations to me.. Dun mention tat place.. King of kings shall reigns.. Not the prince!! =D Jus like wat Gab said.. We dun use church money to buy us a jacket tat cost us million dollars.. We dun preach cheap grace to anyone!! Nvm.. I dun want gt agitated bcos of tat.. Anw, I duno y.. This few days, I kip goin crazy abt TVB songs.. -.-" I kip dldin thm siao sia.. Hahas.. K lar.. I stop here.. Post again.. Nitez..

God bless
Ken =p

2007-05-23T14:47:00.000+08:00

Yoz everyone!! Sry again this few days hvnt been posting.. Last friday I jus recovered abit.. Thn Sat went to church.. Althou I was the oni guy tat went in for service with Sab n Evelyn, I din regret goin.. I love the service, the Presence of God was so strong.. On sunday, I went for the service with the same sermon agn.. It's so strong!! C5 sat at the 3rd row.. A few of us were hvin tears in our eyes.. Pastor How almost canot controlled his too.. Although the same msg as VBS was preached, the Presence is still touching when felt again.. I can listen to it a thousand times, the same anoitin still flows.. The spirit of sacrifice is still floodin the whole room, touching ppl's lives.. I will try to bring out wat Pastor How preached.. I duno y but I jus love God n my Pastors so much no matter wat happens.. =p They had sacrificed alot for us.. Pastor How had given up his million dollars business to set up heart of God church, Pastor Lia given up her Jounalist job in The Straits Times to be full time in church n build such a great church to bring us to where we are in our lives now.. Let's imagine, 10 yrs ago, Pastor How decided to disobey God n took his father's million dollar business, Pastor Lia decided to continue her Journalist in The Straits Times.. Where will heart of God church be now? Where will all the broken hearts, messed up lives, the current leaders be now? I m jus very grateful for wat my pastors had done.. They had given up so much, for wat? Answer is simple, they want to build a church tat the future generations can turn to.. A church where warm can be felt.. Where loved can be felt so strongly.. Others might had told pastors "Hey, tk ur father's business, be rich, when u are much older, retire early n build a church.." But my pastors did not heed their misleadin advices.. They want to giv their best yrs of their lives to God.. Tats wat I m goin to do.. They are my role models.. I want to be like them.. Pastor Kong started young too.. Now biggest church in the entire nation, the whole of Asia.. Every great churches in the world are built by the power of the spirit of sacrifice.. I can give u 1 example of a true story of the largest chruch in the whole world.. U can check it out if u think I m lying.. Pastor David Yonggi Cho, pastor of Yoido Full Gospel church in South Korea, it contains about 1,o00,000 attandance each week.. Many years ago, pastor Cho wants to built a church tat can hold up to a million ppl.. At 1970s, the currency of Korea tied with the States.. Suddenly there was a huge financial crisis.. Many ppl got bankrupt and lost their jobs.. Due to tat, the offerings and tithings of the church dropped n continued dropping.. The contract for the construction was signed n there is no way back.. But, they dun hv enough money to pay the workers.. Therefore, the workers stopped working.. Wat's left at the site is jus mud n some unfinished metal railing supports.. Pastor David Cho was so depressed tat he almost attempted suicide.. One day, he decided to hold a prayer meeting at the unfinished site.. when everyone was praying, suddenly, one old lady walked up to pastor Cho, with tears flowing out of her eyes uncontrollably, n said "Pastor, Let me contribute to the building fund of this church.." All she was holdin in her hand was jus a pair of metal chopskicks n a metal bowl.. "These are wat I used to eat my meals everyday.. I want to give it up to u to sell it for a few pennies n contribute to the building fund," she said.. Pastor Cho replied "Sister, I canot take ur items.. These are all u hv for ur daily needs".. She said "Pastor, I m old n dying soon.. I dun want to meet God without giving to the church anything.. I can put my meals on old pieces of newspapers n eat using my hands.. Please let me help the church in anyway I can.." At tat moment, Pastor Cho cant help but cried too.. Thn the presence of God jus fell to the place.. One businessman stood up in the midst n bought the metal chopsticks n bowls with USD$1000.. Frm tat moment, many others started pledging their possession.. The building was built not long later.. Now it's the largest church in the world.. When I heard the story, I was so touched tat I had tears in my eyes.. Pastor How oso almost cried but he had to control.. While typing this post, I can feel the same presence n tearing.. Ppl out there who are reading this post, imagine this.. If tat old lady did not step up to give tat metal chopsticks n bowl, the buildin would not hv been built by now.. In a church without the spirit of sacrifice, they are jus an ordinary organisation, the pastor may jus be a motivational speaker at the most.. Pastor How had sacrificed alot for us.. I jus want to say again, Pastor Kong, Pastor How n Pastor Lia.. Thank you very much!! Apart from God, I love u all the most.. I duno how to pay back for wat u had done in my life.. It's cos of u guys, I m doin much better in life.. I want to thank God too.. If not for Him, dun even think of changing my life, cos if not for Him, I wouldn't even be alive today.. I love You, God!! =D Tats all.. I will post again..

2007-05-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

Heys everyone.. I m kinda sick now.. Sneezing the whole day like never before.. =.= I will post again when I get well.. Sorry.. =(

2007-05-15T12:26:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!! So so so so soo soooooo sry.. Dint post for the last few days.. Was busy studying for exams.. Now its over.. I m free to post le!! =D Hmm.. Let's see.. Wat happened last week? Eh.. had exams till thursday.. Oh ya.. My poa exam I did oni the multiple choice.. Left the back 80marks blank!! WTH!! =.= Can forget about passing poa le.. Hmm.. On more thing for exams.. The art exam!! We went in for the exam n guess wat we saw.. Some stupid person go arrange the fruits till like shit sia.. Duno how to draw.. We at first tot is Ms Boh.. But later we found out its Candice who set it.. Wa sian sia.. Some kind of stupid arrangement!! Haiz.. Thn friday a few of them went to m'sia.. I dint gt to go cos my passport not with me.. =( Nvm.. Thn went to amk with piggy n frens.. Lols.. From tat day on, I m their ah gong toothpick panda.. =.= We went to play pool at amk.. Wah.. Super off-form sia these few days.. Duno wat's happening to me.. Thn the best thing is.............. Last sat went back to hoGc!! I miss tat place so much!! I miss my pastors, my leaders, my frens!! Those who reli care for me.. Those who reli love me.. Those who reli treat me the best!! I love u guys!! I canot imagine without life hoGc, without my leaders n pastors.. Wat will I be? I think I will jus be a piece of thrash.. Now I m Home, I can bring ppl to church openly!! WOOHOO!! Love this kind of feeling!! Revival!! Devil, u jus watch out!! The Kingdom of God will grow like never before!! When I was at D.A.R.E, I cant n i dun want to bring any frens there.. When I saw pastor How, I almost wanted to cry n hug him.. I wanted to tell him "Sorry Pastor How.. I miss u!!" But, I dun hv the courage to.. =( I hv hurt my leaders n my frens when I left church suddenly.. I m reli very sry about it.. God, I noe it's not suppose for me to come back.. I m sry.. =( I cant tk the lack of family love in D.A.R.E, n most importantly, oni slight presence is felt.. I miss Your strong presence.. Anw, on the way to church, Gab squeezed my hand n said "Kenneth!! U've grown fatter!!".. LOLS!! Everyone said I had grown bigger in size since i last came.. Atlast!! I hv gone out of borderline underweight!! =D I hv been waitin for it for more thn 10yrs.. Hmm.. Thn after sat service, went to Tommy n William's hse to stay overnite agn.. =p I jus found out smth!! Tommy duno how to cook maggie mee!! Hahas.. Had to teach him.. Hmm.. Tommy arhs, U mus learn to cook lar.. Next time ur wife want u cook thn how? =D Thn sunday went to church agn.. Lols.. Hmm.. Guess I stop here for today.. Tmr I will post again.. Tats my promise.. =p Cya all..

2007-05-08T14:02:00.000+08:00

Hi all!! Hahas.. I went high ytd!! Cos Pastor How went to CHC!! WOW!! thn Pastor Kong invited him up to the stage n said he is goin to heart of God church to preach this thursday n friday night!! =D Pastor Kong n Pastor How!! I love u!! Other than God, u guys are the best!! They are great men of God n my role model.. I dream to be like them when I grow up.. City harvest was nothing in the past.. Now, it has became the largest church in the whole of Asia!! Heart of God church too.. it started with 9.. Now, it has changed lives of many, touched the lives of the broken ones, raised leaders from thm, grown to be a thousand soon!! Pastor How, I love u n heart of God church!! =p My life had been changed by them.. Without my pastors, my leaders, my frens, I m nothing but a piece of junk.. It was them who brought me to where I m today.. They picked me up frm the garbage chute to bring me now to be on-fire for Christ.. I m really very grateful to thm.. I duno how to thank them.. God, thank u very much for sending this ppl into my life.. If not for them, I wouldn't know how much You love me n done for me.. After service yesterday, went to Johnson's house agn.. Cos my parents were out.. Lols.. Hmm.. Today no paper so I went to their house again.. Suppose to go sch to study.. But they decided to go to their house to study.. Agustian, Elizabet n Jia Sheng came along too.. Studied awhile thn started playing.. Hahas.. Erwin came later.. Hmm.. Cant remember wat reli happened.. Thn I came home le.. Lols.. Yue ming sent me a funny email with lots of pics which will made the teachers vomit blood.. Hahas.. I laughed like mad jus now.. =p It was so funny!! =D Btw, I think I gtg now.. Post again.. Cya..

5 more days =D
Ken

2007-05-06T13:34:00.000+08:00

Heys guys.. Sry.. Was busy the last few days to post.. Hmm.. Let me think wat happened............................................ On the 3rd, which is wednesday.. Nth much actually.. Stayed back in sch to study with Emerick, Agustian, Elizabet n Jia Sheng.. Thn Su Xin came along to join us.. Those out there who dun study much de.. Studying isnt bad after all.. =D I not jokin.. When u study with ur frens, u can hv lots of fun.. Emerick n Agustian acted GAY!! LOLS.. I tried videoing dwn the "process".. Instead I videoed dwn Emerick acting like Mr Bean.. =.= Fun sia!! Studying doesnt mean bored.. It can be very fun too!! Hahas.. The last few days, I had been staying back in sch to study.. These were my first time love goin to sch soooooooooo much!! =D Emerick, u look like ah beng.. But u are not.. Everyone knows tat.. Oni those who duno u personally will conclude u are an ah beng.. Lols.. It's ok.. U look jus fine.. =p Thn I went to watch the spiderman 3 with Tommy, William n Johnson.. It was so nice!! It was so touching tat I cried.. It has some sermon elements in it.. Let me bring it out.. Hatred n revenge bring u nowhere in life.. The black stupid thing in it, plays a role of devil in life.. It can sense anyone who has hatred n revenge n thn posess into them n tk control of their mind.. It let u sense tat no one loves u, no one cares for u, those who had hurt u deserve to die.. These are the mindset of most ppl who wanted revenge.. Last part was the nicest.. Where spiderman reli forgives the man who kill his uncle.. To everyone out there.. Remember this, revenge isnt everything.. U hv to learn to let go.. Ya.. At first, u may think they deserve it.. But we canot judge.. Only God judges.. Jus forgive them.. Ya, I agree saying is easier thn doing.. But, y not u try? As u read my post now, forgive those who had hurt u.. Try.. I not forcing anybody.. I m jus askin u guys to try.. If today cant, try again.. Talk to the person.. Ask wat reli happened.. Y he/she hurt u.. I noe its not easy to forgive.. But u hv to, sooner or later.. Bcos if u dun , one day u might jus fall into the trap of hatred n revenge.. N the next thing u noe, u killed someone n u regret it.. Its too late!! Learn to forgive now.. I had been through alot before.. It was very tough for me.. But I learnt to forgive now.. I hv no more enemies, except the devil.. Loving is all u nid.. It does not cost anything to love n forgive.. I thank God for the change He had done to me.. I want to be the salt n light of the world.. To be in the world, but NOT OF the world.. Loving God, at the same time, not withdrawing from the world.. Like wat Pastor Kong said last Emerge.. I want to be like him.. To be a thermostat, not a thermometer in the world.. Be hip n cool, n at the same time, without usin vulgarities n violence anymore.. Let others ask me "Hey Kenneth, y u look the same as us, but u are somehow attractive n different.. Wat makes u this way? I want it too.." From there, I will share of Him who had changed me n love me to everyone.. Jus now on the bus, on the way home, I heard children at the back of the bus singing songs.. They sounded like jus 3-5 yrs old.. How great can it be if in the future, they come to, not only know ABOUT Christ, but know Him personally as their Lord n Saviour.. I reli hv a desire for ALL in the world, especially the younger generations to be saved.. To see them on-fire for Christ.. Loving God, loving ppl n loving their own lives.. Living a purposeful life.. Fogiving isnt easy, hating is more difficult than forgiveness.. Y hate when u can forgive? N oso watch the movie spiderman 3.. U will understand wat I mean..

God bless
Ken =D

2007-05-03T14:07:00.000+08:00

Hihi everyone!! =D I m back to blog!! Hahas.. Hmm.. Let me recall wat happened yesterday.. Oh ya.. Ytd was CHC's Family Day!! Pastor Kong n his wife, Sun(the singer) is back to singapore!! WOOHOO!! Pastor Kong!! U rocks!! Those who duno who he is, he is a great man of God!! A great pastor of a greatest church in singapore!! =D I LOVE U PASTOR KONG!! Hahas.. Ok.. Ytd had a great day with CHC!! I cant tk it.. I think I m obsessed with pastor Kong.. =p Sun held a concert back at CHC.. She shared about how she came to Christ.. Thn Pastor Kong had a talk with her.. It was a funny chat.. I love CHC so much!! Hahas.. Thn pastor Kong was joker sia.. I will always rmb u pastor Kong!! =D When he had a chat with his wife on the stage.. It has been a long time since they had been on the same stage chatting.. Thn he chatted with her for quite some time.. So sweet.. LOLS!! Pastor Kong!! U rocks!! Hahas.. Thn O School came to perform.. Their dance was soooooooooooooooooooo NICE!! =p Pastor Sun!! U sing with the best voice in the world!! Hmm.. Thn later went for the carnival at hall 9.. WAHH!!! It was so crowded!! I nv queue for food tat long in my entire life!! 1 hour for jus 3 small bowls of fishball noodles.. N it doesn't taste nice at all!! =.= Thn Aaron went to queue for 3 hours jus to buy burgers for us.. He didn't even tell us that.. WOW!! Tats the servant heart this generation shld rise up to be.. Heart for serving others.. He can tell us tat he lined up 3hrs for us n want us to thank him for tat.. But, he didn't.. His heart is so BIG!! I admire his attitude.. His servant-hearted and humble attitude.. =D U did a great job Aaron!! I salute to ur attitude.. Believe me.. He is goin to be a great man of God in time to come.. Anw, I think I stop here.. Post again tmr.. Lazy to post sia..

2007-05-02T03:32:00.000+08:00

Hihi everyone!! Hahas.. Today super funny sia!! Shen Long!! Talk about u later.. Hmm.. Today got my mid-yr eng n maths paper 1.. Wah.. The audi super cold sia.. But nvm.. Atleast stop me from being so obvious I almost cried while writing the compo.. LOLS!! The topic is "Saying goodbye".. It was kinda sad thou.. But thank God I came to know Him.. My life was totally transformed!! =D Oh ya.. Talking about studies.. Today after paper n lunch we went back to sch to study.. Augustian, Shen Long, Elizabet n I went to class 4C to study.. Vinh came n join along.. I was studying half way n Sheng Long called out to Elizabet.. I think I should type the convo out.. Hahas..

Sheng Long: Elizabet!!
Elizabet: What?(me n Vinh staring at both of them thinking he would ask smth important)
Shen Long: U remember when I first talked to u, wat did I say? I said thank you.. =D

Hahas.. Stupid sia!! U guys shld be there.. We were laughin like mad!!

2007-04-30T15:55:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone again.. Hahas.. Last few days didn't blog cos I went to Tommy, William n Johnson's house to stay.. Hmm.. Lots of funny things happen sia.. Friday went for CHC cellgroup meeting at someone's house.. =D Joanne, nice one!! LOLS!! Had a great time tgt.. Then hv an adult new fren.. She works at Mcdonals!! WOOHOO!! I love the big mac!! Hahas.. Thn we share about our dreams and visions.. Thn Ching Ming linked everything tgt.. LOLS!! Ching Ming!! U joker lar!! Hahas.. He tried to link everything so tat we can rmb wat each other's dream are about n help us hv more encouragement to work towards it.. Thx man!! Hmm.. Thn the next day, saturday, I went to Tommy, William n Johnson's house again to study.. Elizabet n Erwin was there.. Thn I found out tat my brain is rusty.. I see everything as smth I learnt before but I had forgotten them.. =.= Later William n Elizabet helped me to refresh my memories.. Thx both of thm.. Hahas.. Thn at night, she called.. (NOT Elizabet NOR Joanne) =.= We talked n crapped for awhile.. William.. Orh hor.. U not faithful to Xiao yu.. LOLS!! Jkjk.. Anw, asked u go Jalan Kayu with us to eat prata.. Since u said tat ur 2nd time eating prata in ur entire life.. U said dun want.. =.= Thn Johnson n I went to put the very strong Balm, tat I used to apply on my arm when it was super in pain, on his back n he didnt hv a good slp tat nite.. Hahas.. Thn sunday woke up at 4.30am but went back to slp cos no one wants to eat prata.. LOLS.. After tat at 8am, she called again.. Thomas was asked to the phone.. =.= Thn talked for awhile.. Btw, my arm still hurts alot.. I m left with the last option.. To pray for it to heal.. =D I nv experienced a healing before until sunday morning service.. It was WOW!!! It was so instant tat I can feel the power of God flowing through my hand.. ALL the pain was gone.. I hvnt got any pain since morning.. Praise God!! Hahas.. Today's sermon is about conqureing the mountain in our lives.. Pastor Kenneth Hagin Jr. preached about how we can be more than a conqurer in life with the power of God.. It was very powerful!! Nxt week Pastor Kong n his wife are coming back to singapore!! Yay!! Miss them so much!! 1st of May is Family Day in CHC!! Woohoo!! I hope I can go.. I will pray about it cos there are some problems holding me back from going.. But, nothing is going to stop me from goin Emerge 07!! =D Not even school!! It's the biggest event of the yr!! I will attend every single session!! Hahas.. Hmm.. Oh ya.. There was a vending machine tat eat my money!! Stupid!! I put 80cents inside.. 50cents n three 10cents coins.. It oni sensed my 50cents!! WTH!! Thn I was left with nothing.. Haiz.. =.= Anw, I think I will stop here le.. I gtg now.. I will add more about wat happened tmr bahs.. Good nights everyone!! =D

God bless
Ken

2007-04-27T13:21:00.000+08:00

Ellos ellos ellos!! Hahas.. Hmm.. Today saw Davis frm hoGc.. He didn't see me in the mrt then I jus called him using my hp.. He still remembered me.. Wow.. LOLS.. Anw, today when I woke up in the morning I thought it was chinese in the morning so I didn't go for it.. Then suddenly, I remembered tat the timetable had changed!! Wah sian.. Morning suppose to hv english lesson!! Argh!! Super sian!! Then I got combine science frm 12 to 1pm.. After tat is dismiss le.. =.= Haiz.. Super sian sia.. Today nothing much also.. =( Then not long ago, Thomas from D.A.R.E called me.. I had no choice but told him the truth.. I can guess frm his tone, he was shocked.. He was silent for a moment then talked to me abt smth.. Anw, played snooker for a few hours today.. Then played table tennis with Emerick, Tommy n Eugene.. I team with Emerick I lose.. I team with Eugene I lose.. I team with Tommy I win.. Hahas.. Lots of laughing throughout the game.. =D I think I shall stop here.. Good nitez!!

God bless
Ken

2007-04-26T02:01:00.000+08:00

Wah.. 2days no blog.. Hahas.. Last night didnt go home after sch.. Went to play snooker with Shen Long, Kuan Wei, Eugene n David.. After tat went to Macs to eat with Shen Long n David.. After I finish eating, while they are still eating, they talked abt lame n funny stuffs.. Although it's abit "dirty", it's funny.. LOLS.. Thn after tat my fren called me to jalan kayu to eat prata.. Hahas.. Thn went to Pasir ris park to sort of decide to ton there.. Then we talked to a cat.. =.= Lame eh? Hahas.. We spent 1/2 hr talking among ourselves, thn another 1hr talking to cat.. LOLS!! The cat kinda followed me all the while.. It's so cute!! Lols.. Anw, after tat left then go to the void deck.. Play poker cards till the morning.. =.= Nothing much to write actually.. Lols.. Thn today went to somewhere in the bus n then it breaks suddenly.. When I looked outside, a man fell of his bicycle.. I din reli see wat happened, but I suppose the bus had knock him down or something.. Then I started praying for him silently to be alright.. Someone else called the ambulance after that.. Hmm.. After tat nth much le.. Sry arhs.. I think stop here le.. =p

God Bless
Ken

2007-04-24T15:25:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone.. Sry I skipped 1 day of posting.. Hahas.. =p Anw, today I can feel God is telling me indirectly tat to obey Him.. I was asking for directions.. But, I did not heed His words when I heard it.. I m sorry God.. =( In the bible says tat Noah did not have any doubts when God asked him to build an ark and He is goin to flood the earth.. Tat is a great sign of obedience.. Last year, I had a calling at arnd sept or oct period.. But, I delayed it.. Delay=no obedience.. Then today went to take mrt with Augustian to serangoon to tk 81 home.. On the way, I felt like reading the bible.. So I jus took it out from my bag, prayed awhile for God to show me wat He wants to tell me.. I jus randomly turned to 1 page.. Job 17..

1 "My spirit is crushed, and I am near death. The grave is ready to receive me. 2 I am surrounded by mockers. I watch how bitterly they taunt me. 3 "You must defend my innocence, O God, since no one else will stand up for me. 4 You have closed their minds to understanding, but do not let them triumph. 5 They denounce their companions for their own advantage, so let their children faint with hunger. 6 "God has made a mockery of me among the people; they spit in my face. 7 My eyes are dim with weeping, and I am but a shadow of my former self. 8 The upright are astonished when they see me. The innocent are aroused against the ungodly. 9 The righteous will move onward and forward, and those with pure hearts will become stronger and stronger.

10 "As for all of you, come back and try again! But I will not find a wise man among you. 11 My days are over. My hopes have disappeared. My heart's desires are broken. 12 They say that night is day and day is night; how they pervert the truth! 13 I might go to the grave and make my bed in darkness. 14 And I might call the grave my father, and the worm my mother and my sister. 15 But where then is my hope? Can anyone find it? 16 No, my hope will go down with me to the grave. We will rest together in the dust!"

(New Living Translation)

I read it thn I was asking God.. Wat does it mean? Later I had a first-hand revelation from God.. It was telling me my time in new creation is really over.. The stay in new creation had made me learnt new things.. It had oso gave me a great exploring adventure how most worldly christians are like.. I will miss that place.. But I dun think I will go back unless I m called for again.. Or mayb the planetshakers concert.. =p I had lots of experiences n memories.. Good and bad ones.. D.A.R.E, I hv a msg for u guys..

I had a great time with all of u.. Unforgettable ones.. Despite good or bad ones, I will still treasure them the same.. I hv gone thru pains one after another.. It's jus a disappointment of the attitude most of u hv.. But, I still love u guys.. Wanna know y? Cos nothing can kill love.. My anger cant.. Not even my disappointments.. God loves us so much even though when we sinned against Him.. In the show Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire, there is this scene where Voldermolt(duno correct spelling anot) told Harry Potter tat he couldn't touch Harry when he tried to kill Harry while Harry was still a baby.. Y? Cos Harry's mother gave up her own life to save him.. And it causes the power of love to protect Harry as a shield.. The Devil n Demons canot overcome the power of love.. I still love all of u and hope to see u guys in Heaven.. Thanks for everything..

God bless everyone
Ken

2007-04-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my last service in the entire New Creation Church.. I kinda cant bear to go.. I miss them.. Although I m not finish with wat I was called to do yet, but I dun think I hv a choice anymore.. D.A.R.E, I m sry about this.. I love u guys, but there is a place where I can really grow my spirituality.. It's somehow in a mess too, I need to help to bring revival to the place where I truly belong.. Today went to CHC in the morning.. William!! U said u want to come de.. But in the end dun want come.. =.= Haiz.. Anw, today had a great service.. Got a drama illustration on reaching out to ppl.. Pastor Derrick Dunn preached that reaching out is not as difficult as we think.. I was so impacted by the sermon.. This is wat i call a true sermon.. =D Pastor Derrick, u rockz!! =D Pastor Kong is still overseas for mission trip.. Aww.. How I wish I can be such a great man of God like him.. Pastor Kong, u rockz too!! =p Hmm.. After tat I jus somehow decided to go out with Shing, my fren in sch.. The only guy from Hong Kong.. =D Shing, if u are seeing this, I want to let u know, u are a reli great fren to hangout.. A trustworthy fren.. I believe it's God who sent u to my life.. To hv such a fren like u is a great blessing to my life.. Anw, u are booked on 12th May to go back to hoGc with me.. Elizabet is also coming.. U said u hv a fren to come along with us, bring him along.. =D The more the merrier.. Hahas.. Kenneth Chong, Benny Chin, Yue Ming and Edmund.. The 4 of u are booked too.. Hahas.. Hmm.. Guess tats all for today.. Update again tmr.. =D

God bless
Ken =p

2007-04-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone.. Haiz.. Still hvnt recover frm yesterday's hurt yet.. =( Nvm abt tat.. Anw, today in sch kinda sian.. I dun think I can ever recover.. Not reli in the mood to blog actually.. But since I promised u guys I will blog almost everyday, I will keep my promise.. =) Wat happened yesterday had caused me to lose a number of friends.. Hope I can atleast see them in Heaven in the future.. Or atleast dun gt poisoned by the prince's doctrine.. Everyone who is viewing this blog, let me tell u smth.. Whether its a big sin or small sin, it's still a sin.. Purely asking for forgiveness is not enough.. U mus sincerely ask for forgiveness n try ur very very very very very best not to do it the next time.. We still hv to obey the 10 commandments.. REMEMBER THIS!! ESPECIALLY WHEN U ARE A CHRISTIAN.. I'TS AMAZING GRACE.. NOT CHEAP GRACE!! IT'S LIBERTY!! NOT LICENSE TO SIN!!

Cheap grace is teaching that u dun fight against sin.. "Give up the struggle.. Just indulge in ur sins.. U dun hv to change.. Continue living in sin.. U dun even have to ask forgiveness or confess ur sins.. God will forgive.." Tis is TOTALLY WRONG!!

All I can say here is:
Before we sin, remember the fear of God..
After we sin, remember the love of God..

God bless all of u
Ken

2007-04-19T12:44:00.000+08:00

Things after things.. Troubles after troubles.. Wat is tis?!?! God.. Did You send me at the right time? Now I have to leave because of all this troubles.. All I did was change only a few of them.. But, God, there are more there.. I know I prayed to go Home.. But, not in a harsh way.. This is too much for me to take.. I want to go peacefully.. My Family needs me back there.. But, wat happened today had changed everything.. I duno y are all these happening.. Haiz.. God, seriously I need the time to be now.. I need help.. I lost too many ppl.. D.A.R.E, all I can say is "Sorry.. I canot help u guys anymore.. If anyone of u wants to know wat is happening, dun bother to ask me.. I dun want to dig thm up anymore.." I will leave everything behind and go Home.. God, I m sorry but i canot cotinue wat I m called to do.. I m just too disappointed with them.. Tell me what to do..

God bless everyone
disapponted Ken =(

2007-04-18T14:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Let's see wat happened today.. Went for art lesson.. Nothing much.. Still thinking.. Mayb this is something.. But not much lar.. Play snooker lor.. Lose by 1 point with Kuan Wei and Tommy.. LOLS.. Then go kopitiam eat dinner.. Kuan Wei do the weird card trick thingy.. Wth.. Hahas.. Then jus come home lo.. Actually nothing much today.. Just reached home then called her.. Now jus put down not long ago only.. Haiz.. Duno how to say.. Ya, I hv strong feelings for her.. But she doesn't.. Only when I m about to leave, then she will say it.. Haiz.. If I ask u now for a chance, will u give me? If I tell u tat I love u, will u say the same to me even when I m not leaving? Do u care? If ur feelings for me are only there when I m about to leave, I rather the time is now.. Even if it's only for the last time then I will be in Heaven, I m willing.. I duno if u understand how I feel..

God bless
Saddened Ken

2007-04-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

A few weeks ago, I went to Bishan J8 de Lifebookshop.. I saw a book.. Life is full of risks.. Then I read the first page.. I find it kinda meaningful.. I jus remembered it so I share it here..

To laugh is to risk appearing like a fool,
TO WEEP IS TO RISK APPEARING SETIMENTAL,
to reach out to others is to risk involvement,
to expose feelings is to risk showing your trueself,
to place your ideas/dreams before a crowd is to risk losing them,
TO LOVE IS TO RISK NOT BEING LOVED IN RETURN,
to live is risk to die,
TO HOPE IS TO RISK DESPAIR,
TO TRY IS RISK TO FAILURE..

those in block letters are those I find that can apply in my life.. What about you? Think about your life.. Look at these words I typed.. Are they applicable to your life? Nothing is impossible to solve..

God bless
Ken =p

2007-04-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone again!!

A few days didn't blog.. Sry arhs.. Was busy.. Friday went to Benny Hinn conference at Singapore Indoor stadium.. It was so cool!! Hahas.. The Presence of God exploded the whole of indoor stadium.. It had been a long time since I experience the Presence so strongly.. The power and the anoiting were so great that no one can stand it.. Plp were walking out of wheelchairs and praising God.. I was so touched by it.. Seeing ppl being healed is so fun.. Thn today was so amazing.. I was so amazed by wat God is doing in China.. In China, not many ppl are allowed to preach to Gospel.. Most Christians are prosecuted.. But, wat touched me the most is although so many ppl are being prosecuted, they still stay strong.. Not giving up on God.. Still hungry for Him and want to spread the Gospel and His love to even more ppl.. These are the self-less lives lead by many ppl.. In Singapore, we are allowed to preach the love of God anywhere.. This is how fortunate we are.. Some of us are neglecting the love of God, while some are taking the love and the forgiveness of God for granted.. While Pastor Benny Hinn was askin the ppl from China how they manage to stay so strongly, they replied seeing more and more ppl from China gettin saved and added to the Kingdom of God, I was so touched by their ans.. I started to tear.. We have the largest country of the world so hungry for the Gospel so much but have to feed their spiritual selves illegally.. God, open more doors of China for the Gospel to be preached.. Touch and soften their hearts.. God, here I am, send me.. I m hungry to see more ppl coming to know You.. I will update more tmr.. Good night.. =D

God bless
Ken

2007-04-12T15:36:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone again..

Hahas.. Now is 12.36am.. Today quite alot things sia.. Kena trashed by Emerick in snooker.. Wah.. Emerick.. U can be my shi fu? LOLS.. 60-4.. wth.. -.- Nvm.. Thn thr comes 3 pro.. we play with them=asking how much can they trash us.. Anw, later in recreation night at 4pm, we play dai di on the audi floor.. Hahas.. Duno allowed anot.. But heck care lar.. =p Went to play pool with Kuan wei.. lose to him sia.. But 1 game, he lose cos he pot the black ball and the white ball too!! HAHAS.. Nice eh? Hmm.. Thn me, Eugene & Kuan wei play with one of the pros there.. He teach not bad leh.. Can ask him be my shi fu also.. Hahas.. Reli nid more practice.. Where my skills gone? Sian sia.. Last time still can win alot de.. Now all gone.. *saddened* Btw, the uncle so nice sia.. Giv play for free.. Hahas.. =p Thanks alot!! We will come again.. This time we will pay.. Hehex.. We went to Parkmall eat QQ de set F.. The uncle there rmb me sia.. I nv been there for quite sometime le.. I went there he jus asked me "set F arhs?" Hahas.. Anw, now i on the phone with turtle.. Update again tmr.. Cya!! Gd nitez.. =p

God Bless..

2007-04-11T15:50:00.000+08:00

Wah.. Now is 12.50am midnight.. -.- Today in school during POA lesson i fell aslp infront of the teacher.. I was sitting right in the front row.. LOLS.. So tired n sian mah.. Thn fall aslp lor.. When i woke up, I saw they having break.. Thn i ask the teacher break how long arhs.. He say 10mins.. but they hv been out for longer thn that.. -.- I went back to slp again.. Erwin Erawan came back with sweets.. I took 1 and I m awake.. WTH.. The sweet sticky sia.. Thn it woke me up oso.. Lols.. Thn went to Bishan today.. Hahas.. I think I m abit random lar.. Cos kinda tired now.. Anw, this sat duno where to go.. WHY when I want to go out, all busy.. When I m kinda booked thn all come ask me out.. Nvm.. Anw, stuffs coming up stressing me, making me goin bonkers soon.. I hope to wake up tmr morning and find everything a dream.. I wish to cool things down awhile and back to my normal human life.. This is so torturing to me.. God, I kinda understand the things You showed me and said 2weeks ago.. Mayb i shld have taken another path.. I m confused now.. Help me.. I need You..

2007-04-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

Ellos again!!

Just reached home.. -.- This afternoon i went to toa payoh HDB hub for a talk.. Suppose to reach at 12.30pm.. But i really took my own sweet time le.. I still reach at 11.45am.. SIANS!! Aiya.. Canot blame lar.. I m used to hoGc culture.. Never late.. Always atleast 15mins early.. But this time i m 45mins early.. LOLS!! First time step into Sunshine Empire company!! Its so NICE!! They spent up to a few millions on the decos!! The job they offer me kinda shiok.. Own time, own target.. slack at home oso can make money.. Hahas.. Those who wants the job, can find me.. No requirements is needed.. At my age, i can be a manager.. =D The starting capital is smaller than other companies.. And its worth it when u look frm far.. Hahas.. Anw, after tat i rushed to art lesson.. Wah.. I made it early again.. LOLS.. Draw fruits again.. This time with water colour.. Rai, Eugene n Emerick no watercolour paper again.. -.- My 20 pieces of watercolour paper tat worth $20, is finished ler.. net week u all need to buy on ur own lar.. This few weeks I have been providing u all watercolour papers le.. Wasted 2.. -.- Nvm.. Thn today rain super heavy sia!! I took bus 65 with Emerick to harbourfront thn take mrt to serangoon thn take bus 53 home.. So mah fan right? This is the disadvantage of raining.. God, bring this excessive rain to countries that need it the most.. Thn when I reached serangoon bus stop, I saw Xiao Yu.. Hahas.. I din know she stays there too.. She has been in Singapore for 1 year rdy.. William!! Y u din send ur gf home?!?! Lols.. Lazy bum.. =p Hmm.. I guess I will come back tmr.. Cya!!

God Bless!! =D

2007-04-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

Hihi all!! Just reached home.. Wah.. Do I look different from my past? Mayb last time I more nerdy look.. But today I walk past my school, my nu er-Xiang Ru, my junior-Andy, my ex-classmate-Kang Wei, my juniors again Selina, Ernest, Yi Xi & Chin Choo.. They say I look chubbier.. Do I? I have been wanting people to say that for the past 17 years of my life.. LOLS!! I think i oso gained weight n grown taller.. Hahas.. Anw, today at school super tired sia.. My handphone bills not paid then all my outgoing calls barred.. Sian.. Canot even sms.. Haiz.. I purposely rush home so early jus to use the house phone, then it is also barred.. ARGH!! Aiya.. Dun think of those bad stuffs le.. Think of it arh, can reli die.. -.- I think i go take a afternoon nap now.. It had been a few mths since i took my last afternoon nap.. Seeya guys!! God bless!!

Back to Blog!! =D

2007-04-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

Heys everyone!! Hahas.. I m kinda high know.. =p Anw, I m back to blog!! Hehex.. I hv not blogged for the past 6mths.. Frm now on, I will blog everyday or atleast 5-6times a week.. =D Tat's the good news.. Something else happened the previous week.. A powerful supernatural encounter with God I had.. Long long story.. Those who wants to know, just ask me.. =D Today had a "heaven-and-earth-shaking"(new word i created) service at CHC!! LOLX.. Funny and touching drama about wat Jesus had done for us 2000 years ago.. Pastor Kong shared about wat unconditional love can do.. It can give up one's life for his/her loved ones.. In the Bible, John 3:16 says "For God so loved the world that He gave up His one and only Son. Whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting/eternal life in Heaven".. Christianity is about loving God, loving people, and loving life.. People who are not saved is reading this post, let me tell u something.. It's not by chance that u came here.. God loves u n He is knocking at the door of ur heart now.. He wants to tell u this "Hey, can I come into your heart to be your savoiur and your friend?" Accepting Him is not difficult at all.. No need to kill yourself or pay anything.. Salvation is free.. Tats all i can say here..
If u want to know more n does not hv any contacts to me, feel free to add my msn at: diconder@hotmail.com
God bless everyone!! =D